Sore Throat!!!

Durian!!! my fav local fruit.... SEDAP woooo... tp hanya mampu tgk je.... kenapa mampu tgk je??? sebb tekakku dah labih kurang seminggu sakit... nak telan apa2 pun sakit... even nak telan air liur pun!!! bila la agaknya sakit tekak ni nak pergi (tak bersyukur kan aku ni, Allah bg sakit nak mengeluh pulak)... bukan mengeluh, tapi aku risau aku jadi kurus nanti... wakakakakaakakakakakakakakaka... gelak smbil guling2... boleh kira bnyk mana aku makan selama tak sihat ni... nak minum air pun rs macam tekak aku ni dihiris2 pisau gillette... sakit tak terkata...

aku tak kira, bila dah hilang sakit tekak, aku nak makan durian, manggis, dan yg sewaktu dgnnya... huhuhuhuhuhu...

my inspiration

This is one of my fav song since i was in primary school... and this is not the full lyric, just some of the lines... this really inspire me...

"Don't be afraid to be weak

Don't be too proud to be strong

Just look into your heart my friend

That will be the return to yourself

The return to innocence

If you want, then start to laugh

If you must, then start to cry

Be yourself don't hide

Just believe in destiny

Don't care what people say

Just follow your own way

Don't give up and use the chance

To return to innocence"

and this song really made my day today...

PELIK!!!

I wonder what the word PELIK means to someone i barely know or hardly know or don't really know or don't get a chance to know yet (maybe because he doesn't really give me the chance to know him or don't even care to know me personally) although he is one of the family member for about 1 year++...

PS: i have a moral stoy to tell actually... but keep it to myself until.... Allah bukakan dan kuatkan hati ni untuk berbunyi...

Aku suka bebel??? Who cares!!!

while i was at the cafe this morning, i met with a colleague... she mentioned about a student who need to repeat the subject that i taught him last semester... and unfortunately, that particular student need to repeat the paper with me AGAIN... serves him rite la kan... sape suruh tak buat assignment... dah la tu, suka2 plak komplen aku kuat bebel... ces... so what??? who bothers??? how can i not bebeling to them/him if the attendance to class was very bad... everyday, almost half of the class member absent... korang rasa aku tak patut marah ke? tak patut bebel ke? i talked to them nicely, and they didn't listen... halau keluar kelas??? pernah jugak... tapi tak jugak dihiraukan... so, if he failed, is it because of me membebel in class??? huh... tak sedar tu sem ni nak amik lagi dgn aku... jgn di ulang lagi perkara yg sama sudah... kalau tak, sila la repeat lagi... to him... all the best la... harap tak la malas lagi nak buat assignment...

Kesian Haziq...

Rentetan peristiwa Haziq demam...

Selasa - amik dari umah Kak Yah Haziq demam... pegi Klinik Iman, demam dia 38.2... panas... petang tu Haziq dah tak lalu makan or minum susu...

Rabu - appoinment dgn HTAA... doc check lagi sekali... mmg panas doc tu kata... tekak Haziq merah... tu yang buatkan Haziq demam... and he prescribed 3 medicine... antibiotik, ubat demam, and ubat demam masuk kat punggung *aku tak tau org panggil apa.. tapi smpai kat farmasi, Pharmacist tu kata ubat yg msk kat punggung tu utk org yg duduk wad je... so ptg tu we went to Klinik Iman once again and ask for the ubat and oral aid utk tekak Haziq yg merah tu...

Khamis - tghri aku balik dr opis tgk Haziq mmg panas sgt... temp dah cecah 39... Ma dah bg ubat... dalam pkl tiga gitu suhu dah turun...

Jumaat - nasib baik jugak aku apply cuti... Haziq still refused to eat anything... bg jugak la makanan dalam pinggan.. suh dia kacau.. masuk la sebiji dua nasik... jd la...

Sabtu - pagi tu aku bawak Haziq gi Klinik Iman sekali lagi... kat mulut ada pecah2 macam kena campak tu... dari hari Khamis lagi kot dah ada... cuma ni makin teruk... Mlm tu pulak, aku tak puas hati, ajak jugak Din pegi Klinik Dr Yaw... Resultnye... GINGIVITIS... gusi Haziq mmg bengkak dari hari 1st demam tu... tak sangka pulak sbb gusi bengkak jd gitu... Dr Yaw kata yg kat mulut tu kesan dr air liur... air liur ada kuman, so mulut jd macam tu... ulcer all over the place... mmg kesian... Dr pesan suh bg benda2 yg sejuk kat Haziq... Dr Yaw bagi antibiotik baru & ubat sembur dalam mulut setiap kali lepas makan...

Ahad - ajak Din pegi makan mee calong, sbb Haziq suka mee calong tu, and plus mee kan licin, so senang dia nak makan... alhamdulillah dia makan jugak la skt... minum air kelapa... marah pulak kat aku sbb tak bg minum... huhuhu... agaknye dia rs sejuk tu kot yg lalu nak minum... balik dr makan tu singgah beli yogurt n aiskrim... nak jugak la Haziq makan aiskrim n yogurt tu... ada la jugak makanan masuk mulut... mummy lak dah mula dah bersin2 n batuk...

Isnin - aku pulak yg MC... Haziq still tak lalu makan... ada la masuk skt nasik dalam mulut hasil suapan sendiri.. yg lebihnye bersepah la ats lantai... takpe la... asalkan nak jugak makan...

Selasa - keje semula... Haziq terpaksa la htr kat umah Kak Yah jugak.. harap2 Haziq nak la makan bila ada kawan...