Bila sebut pasal usia yang meningkat dan persahabatan, terkenang la kawan kawan yg dikenali sejak dari kecik lagi. Bila dah makin meningkat usia ni, rasa pulak mcm kehilangan kawan kawan yang lama tu. Muncul la kawan kawan lain yang satu tempat kerja.
Kawan kawan lama mungkin dirasai kehilangan bila dah kerja dan keluar dari tempat menetap asal dan juga setelah berkeluarga. Kawan yg inilah dulu teman bermain, bercerita, bergaduh, bermasam muka, berjalan sama2, berpiknik, mandi pantai, main beskal.
Tp sekarang, dah tak sama macam dulu. Bukanlah kawan2 tu hilang terus. Mungkin hanya lost contact, mungkin ada yg hanya menunggu di contact, mgkn yg mmg tanak lgsg dah di contact (yg ni mmg hilang terus la).
Alkisahnya menulis entry ni adalah disebabkan ramai kwn2 lama yang mmg lgsg tak dpt jumpa dan tak dpt contact masa balik raya hari tu. terasa jugakla kehilangan. Tp hati ni dipujuk dgn berkata "mgkn mereka bz".
Nak dicontact, mmg aku bnyk lost phone number sejak hilang tepon hari tu. Dpt la contact yg mana ada dlm group Whatsapp n yg mana ada kontek aku. Yang lain, terpulang la samada nak kata aku tanak contact diaorg ke, atau nak kata aku sombong sbb lgsg tak dgr berita ke. Hakikatnya, aku tak lupa kwn2. Tambahan pulak aku dgn alahan mengandung kali ni yg teruk jugak, mmg tak larat la nak berkunjung ke rumah kawan2, unless kwn2 nak dtg umah.
Kawan2 ofis, yang boleh la diconsider sbagai kawan baru (wlupun dah ada yg hampir10 thn kenal, lama dah sbnrnye), merekalah tempat berkongsi cerita, masalah, kereta, pinggan makan dan macam2 la yg dikongsi. Apa apa pun, bagi aku, kita hidup ni kenalah berkwn, especially bila umur dah meningkat ni. Banyak la benda yg boleh di share dgn kwn, yg kdg2 tak boleh nak dikongsi dgn org lain. Dan bila dah bekerja, duduk jauh dari family, kawan2 la antara org yg pertama yg boleh tolong bila kita perlu. So, bg aku, sepeningkatan dgn usia ni, kawan2 sgt penting dlm hidup aku. Ye, tidaklah sepenting keluarga, tp mmg penting.
Mcm kata pepatah "Berkawan biar seribu"
Sekian
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Friday, November 8, 2013
Paksaan utk update blog
wihuuuu... it's already nearly the end of 2013, to be exact 8 November 2013... hari ni tuan punya blog ni ------> http://miszsensei.blogspot.com/... telah memberi peringatan bahawa blog ku telah setahun lamanye bersarang... hehehe..
things to update now is:
Pekerjaan - still working in the same company... it's now in the 10th year... (lama kot, dulu cita-citanye nak keje selama 6 bulan je, pastu nak cari keje lain, now, it's alreday the 10th year, apa cerita? kehkehkeh...)
Pelajaran - masters, tak habis lagi oiiii... masih pending dgn thesis... semangat agak kurang ni... sape boleh tlg bg semangat? bwk pompom girl pun ok... huhu
Keluarga - last few months, (masa CNY thn ni) my mom kena minor stroke.. but now, alhamdulillah, dah ok...
Haris haziq semakin membesar dgn semakin bnyk cakap dan bnyk perangai... going to school dah skrg... going to be 5 yrs in march 2014... dah besar dah...
Sayang saya, masih berada di Volkswagen Kuantan... Having a thought of moving to TOYOTA... harap2 ada la rezeki...
Saya, masih lg overweight, tak turun2, rasa diri lebih positif...
Kawan2 - Alhamdulillah, masih ramai kwn2 yg caring and loving each other... suka3...
Pelajar2 - hrm... makin lama makin bnyk peel bdk2 ni... harapnye tak mendatangkan masalah besar kepada agama, bangsa, dan negara...
Rumah - jeng3... ini yg ditunggu2 dan dicari2 selama beberapa ketika, akhirnya, alhamdulillah, dapat juga beli rumah dan duduk dirumah sendiri... nnt la daku upload cerita rumah pulak ye..
sekian update utk permulaan ye...
things to update now is:
Pekerjaan - still working in the same company... it's now in the 10th year... (lama kot, dulu cita-citanye nak keje selama 6 bulan je, pastu nak cari keje lain, now, it's alreday the 10th year, apa cerita? kehkehkeh...)
Pelajaran - masters, tak habis lagi oiiii... masih pending dgn thesis... semangat agak kurang ni... sape boleh tlg bg semangat? bwk pompom girl pun ok... huhu
Keluarga - last few months, (masa CNY thn ni) my mom kena minor stroke.. but now, alhamdulillah, dah ok...
Haris haziq semakin membesar dgn semakin bnyk cakap dan bnyk perangai... going to school dah skrg... going to be 5 yrs in march 2014... dah besar dah...
Sayang saya, masih berada di Volkswagen Kuantan... Having a thought of moving to TOYOTA... harap2 ada la rezeki...
Saya, masih lg overweight, tak turun2, rasa diri lebih positif...
Kawan2 - Alhamdulillah, masih ramai kwn2 yg caring and loving each other... suka3...
Pelajar2 - hrm... makin lama makin bnyk peel bdk2 ni... harapnye tak mendatangkan masalah besar kepada agama, bangsa, dan negara...
Rumah - jeng3... ini yg ditunggu2 dan dicari2 selama beberapa ketika, akhirnya, alhamdulillah, dapat juga beli rumah dan duduk dirumah sendiri... nnt la daku upload cerita rumah pulak ye..
sekian update utk permulaan ye...
Friday, October 19, 2012
Nilai RM50...
Tiba2 teringat kisah yg berlaku tahun lepas... kisah ni jadi dlm bulan puasa... masa org tgh sibuk2 nak gi tukar duit raya, termasuklah aku dan jugak kwn aku... waktu tu kami ke BSN sbb katanya kat BSN je yg dah keluar duit raya ni... masa kami keluar dari BSN tu, kami nampak ada sorang makcik ni, dah tua, agak dalam umur lewat 60an, agak kami la, tgh naik tangga BSN Jalan Bank Kuantan, yg pada kami mmg sgt tinggi bagi org yg dah takde kederat sgt mcm makcik tu... kebetulan pulak bank tu tgh offline... makcik tu dah setngah anak tga dah naik, n kami pun tnya
Kami : Makcik nak gi mana?
Makcik : Mokcik nok gi amik duit ni... (sambil tunjuk buku GIRO)
Kami: bank ni tokleh buat kuor duit hari ni, mokcik dtg dgn sape?
Makcik: dtg dgn prebet tadi (kereta sapu/taxi haram la kiranya)
Dipendekkan cerita, kami kesiankan makcik tu, kami pun tumpangkan la makcik tu ke BSN kat Kuantan Parade, kami tgu smpi dia habis keluarkan duit dan setel semuanya... pastu kami ber3 keluar dr bank tu... kami ofer nak htr makcik tu balik (umah dia kat tg lumpur)... tiba kat luar bank tu, makcik tu pun kata yg dia nak tgk baju nak buat baju raya... kami pun ikut la kehendak dia, dia tgk2 baju kat lobi Kuantan Parade tu... pastu dia kata dia nak baju je, tanak kain... dia kata dia nak pakai baju kurung dgn kain batik je... so, kami pun tny la adik yg jaga kedai tu klu2 ada jual baju je tanpa kain (mmg dah tau pun mmg takde la zaman skrg ni kan)... bila makcik tu tny berapa harga baju sepasang, adik tu kata RM50, makcik tu terus letak balik baju tu dan kata tak payah la, mahal sgt RM50...
Mahal sgt RM50??? ha, dah smpi ke tajuk cerita kita... masa tu aku terfikir, betapa bernilainya RM50 makcik tu smpikan dia kata baju kurung sepasang yg berharga RM50 tu mahal... sedangkan kita (aku la) baju kurung RM50 tu buat pakai gi keje je... tu pun kdg2 jual mahal tanak beli sbb tak cantik...
Berjumpa dgn makcik tu buat aku sedar, kita keluar makan sekali pun habis RM50... kalau la makan habis RM50, agaknya apalah reaksi makcik tu... itu yg buat aku rasa aku ni kurang bersyukur dgn apa yg aku ada, sedangkan org lain lagi lebih2 memerlukan, lebih menyedihkan, lebih menyeksekan bila takde RM50 tu...
Kdg2 bila tgk org yg susah, rasa diri aku ni sgt la tak bersykur sbb selalu megeluh tak cukup itu tak cukup ini... harapnya kita dpatlah iktibar dr cerita RM 50 ni...
*mata dah ngantuk, jd end up cerita kat sini je... pjg lg sbnrnya kisah makcik ni dgn kami, tp kita amik je main point RM50...
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Gemuk oh gemuk!
Used to be kurus in my teenage time really means a lot to me... Blh berlari tanpa penat, kayuh basikal laju2, jalan kaki sejauh tanpa sedar, dan mcm2 lagi blh buat... Now that i am being overweight, i feel very uncomfortable with myself... Bnyk benda susah nak buat, climbing the stairs, jalan2 shophing pun letih, naik basikal apatah lagi... So I wish to get rid of my excess weight this year... (sbnrnye not only this year, for many years dah pun)... But what did i do to a get rid of it? Actually i did nothing! Huhuhu... So how can i get rid of the excess weigt? Exercise, malas (alasannya tak sempat, takde masa n all reasons created by earlier human being).. Hahaha... So, the dream to become kurus like befor masih belum tercapai la... Bila la agaknya blh kurus ni ye? Ada jalan singkat dan tak berbahaya tak? Huhuhu (u wish!)...
Adios for now!
Tuesday, November 1, 2011
Updates, updates, updates...
Woah.. this is the longest time i leave my blog updated... it's quite challenging to update blog now since there is another source that is very much faster to update things... well, u know what is the other source rite? what? you don't know? ahhh, come on!! it Facebook!! haha... tell me, who doesn't know facebook?
It is very near to Aidiladha now... i'm still busy with work, study, 'homework', wasting time... bla3...
Office
the surveillance audit is just around the corner... filing? not done yet... corecction on documents: not done... fuh, so many other things not done... hopefully everythings going to be fine soon...
Home
just done with lipat kain and basuh pinggan... another set to be done... just now haziq pee on the matress... he told me "Mummy, Haziq kencing"... and i look down, he is already wet.. huhu... when i asked him '' nape Haziq tak bgtau?'', he said '' dah bgtau dah''... huhuhu... what to do? cuci2 services la...
Study
just continue my study... well, otak berkarat but still want to study... so, there are lots of thing need to be polished la kan... readers, pray for me ok... so that i can finish study on time... Amin...
Kampung
my beloved kg, Kuala Rompin, my last time there was during Aidilfitri... and i'm coming back for Aidiladha... really miss the smell of my kg... another kg, Sg Panching Utara... not so kg and i go back almost everyweek, if it's not during weekends, during the weekdays... it's very near to where i live now...
Friends
not going out with friends for quite so long... i mean, going out makan2 and lepak2... seems like we are all doing aour own business and family... limited time for outing... my family and i also seems like not getting out too much like we used to be... we'd rather be at home, enjoying our time together since on the weekend i will have to attend my class... well, i'm thinking of having some good times with friends soon... how soon? i cannot tell...
Haris Haziq
he's growing fast... time flies... he talks a lot now... sgt petah... sometimes i feel tired answering all his questions... sometimes he scolded me for saying things that he didn't do... huhuhu... he is not very good in health these few weeks... diarrhea, flu, cough, cold, asthma... full package... but he's getting better now... i just worry the cold weather now... children get sick easily...
well, i think it's enough for the updates... will update again later... Salam Aidiladha to all Muslim friends...
Friday, May 6, 2011
Shut Up!!!!
this is a post to keep people's mouth shut... huhuhuhu...
this means that you are stupid, so i don't wanna hear a thing from you..
why would you wanna say something that hurts people!! You are so sick!!!!
if you really wanna talk, make sure it is something that will benefit everyone...
this is really good one... you want to humiliate people with your words, but yet you humiliate yourself... there's a devil in you... remember?
20% don't care... it's good news, but that 80%??? they are all over you!!! Thursday, April 21, 2011
Muhasabah diri
Dlm hidup kita sbgi seorang manusia ni, mmg mcm2 benda boleh jadi... apa yg aku alami selama hmpir 30thn hidup kat atas dunia ni pun rsnya dah cukup nak bg pengajaran... tu br apa yg jd pd aku... belum yg jd kat org2 sekeliling, family, sedara mara, puak gerabak, kawan2, kenalan, sahabat handai...
Perlakuan baik kita disalah ertikan, dikatakan kita jaga tepi kain org... dikatakan kita dengki dgn apa yg org lain ada, dikatakan sibuk jaga tepi kain org sedangkan tepi kain sendiri yg koyak, bila nasihat dikatakan kita sibuk sgt nak amik tau hal org, bila buat tak tau dikatakan selfish, saja buat tak nampak, bila tak dengar dikatakan buat2 tak dengar... silap2 aku tulis ni ada jugak yg kata mcm2... dan mcm2 lagi... pendek kata, takde satu apa pun yg kita buat kena dimata org...
Kadang2 org (kita sendiri pun) selalu fikir negatif pasal satu2 benda... semua yg org buat tak kena, tapi tak pulak kita fikir apa yg kita buat tu pun tak kena dimata org... kdg2 kita rs kita dah cukup baik sgt dlm menilai org, tapi tanpa kita sedar, kita sendiri tak pandang diri kita... kita pun mgkn dah jd mcm org yg kita nilai... klu baik penilaian kita, mgkn tak jd masalah... tp klu buruk penilain kita... haaa... tu yg jd masalah besarnye... mcm org kata "roda kehidupan tu sentiasa berputar"... kdg2 kita kat atas, kdg2 kita kat bawah... bila kita kat atas kita patut tgk2 kebwh, mana la tau bila kita ada kat bawah nnt kita tak boleh nak hidup... bila kita berada kat bawah pulak, jgn lgsg taknak pandang keatas...
apa yg aku tulis ni pun sebnrnye reminder kat diri sendiri... aku pun buat jugak apa yg aku kata kat atas tu... tu pasal la aku tulis sbb nak igtkan jugak diri sendiri... takde sape pun kat dlm dunia ni perfect kan... cuma kdg2 bila kita asyik mengata itu dan ini, mengomen itu dan ini, kita tak sedar kita terkomen kat diri sendiri... huhuhuhu... haru jugak la kan... tp takpe, semua benda boleh dibetulkan.. klu dah sedar kita sdg buat silap, cepat2 betulkan... jgn pulak dah sedar tp buat lagi, dan lagi dan lagi... sbbnye nak sakitkan org lain, dan nak puaskan diri sendiri... so balik semula pada tajuk entry ni... moh la kita muhasabah diri sendiri... betulkan mana tak betul, repair mana yg patut... bak kata prof izi "Renung2 kan dan Selamat Beramal"... (",)
Sunday, December 5, 2010
it does matters to me...
A few things happen to me these few months... starting last month... early nov... adik aku (Kay) start tunujuk tanda2 pelik masa dia kat umah aku sementara tgu nak gi interview... hari interview tu sendiri dia jadi mcm org bengong... macam tak tau apa2... badan panas giler mcm boleh masak telur... aku bwk pegi klinik, kena masuk air, kena cucuk ubat ( mgkn ubat demam)... lps masuk air dia tak boleh bgn... badan makin panas... last2 doc dtg cek n kata kena refer to HTAA... dia nampaak macam lost... mcm dia dok kat dunia lain... dua hari kat HTAA... siap kena ikat kaki n tgn sbb doc tak bg dia gerak coz dia cabutkan jarum pada tgn.. dia nampak mcm tak kenal org.. mata asyik buntang je klu terjaga.. kitaorg adik beradik syak dia ni terkena something, n bukannya mcm doc kata, ada jangkitan kuman... so kami semua nekad nak bawak dia keluar hospital jugak... aku la yg tukang sain segalanya mlm tu, doc ckp mcm2 kat aku... "awak faham kan, klu awk keluarkan dia, semua bwh risiko sendiri, adik awk ni ada risiko kecacatan kekal atau mati... tapi sebab dah nekad, aku mintak kelurkan jugak... klu dah ajal dan dah nasib dia nak cacat seumur hidup, kami terima... tak sanggup rsnya tgk dia terikat kaki n tgn dan tak bg makan lagsg... bg minum pun kena marah... mlm tu, kami bawak dia ke pusat rawatan Darus Syifa kat Taman Guru.. bila ustaz tu baca2 ayat Quran kat dia, tetiba dia bgn (sedangkan sebelum tu dia nak jalan pun kena pimpin)... n ustaz tu kata mmg ada gangguan pada dia... sedih aku tgk adik aku... smpi sekrang dia masih tak berapa ok... kdg2 ok, kdg2 tak.. smpi skrg aku terpikir, kenapalah ada manusia yg busuk hati nak buat atau nak sihirkan org... ni bukan lagi aman jahiliah, tapi org yg jahil makin ramai.. makin teruk jadinya...
awal mgu ni my FIL sakit n warded.. aslnya sakit perut, perut rs senak.. smpi la kena warded... doc asyik suh abah puasa je... pastu nak masukkan kamera katanya, nak tgk apa masalah.. tpi yg peliknya, warded isnin.. nak masukkan kamera hr Jumaat... tu la dia birokrasi hospital kerajaan... aku rs kecewa dgn perangai2 sesetengah doc n nurse kat situ.. bila aku tny.. "kenapa ye doc dgn ayh sy?".. jwpnnya, "sekejap ye, sy nak tulis sekejap"... lepas dia tulis tu, lgsg terus pergi tempat lain.. doc tu muda sgt lagi... aku smpt jeling kat kad kuasa dia.. lahir thn 86.. so umur dlm 24 thn.. mgkn baru dpt tauliah.. but whatever it is.. tak boleh ke aku nak tau ayah aku sakit apa? tak boleh ke dia dgn bersopan bgtau "kita tgh siasat lagi , setakat ni belum dpt diagnos lagi, sbar ye puan"... tu yg aku sgt heran.. apa doc2 ni igt org awam tak tau ke jenis2 penyakit n simptom2 dia... org awam ni lgsg tak seeducated dia ke?? bukan nak kondem hospital awam, tp hakikatya gitu... yg cik2 misi pulak, dgn sombongnya bekerja.. lgsg tak frendly... apa masalah korang keje dgn org ramai, tapi nak senyum pun susah??? (cik2 misi yg tidak berkelakuan demikian harap tak terasa)... bila ditny perlu ke cik2 misi ni nak menjeling, nak jwb dgn cara kasar?... klu mcm gitu la gayanya, tak payah kerja dgn public... buat org menyumpah je... tu cerita hospital.. cerita abah pulak, esok (isnin 6/12/2010) abah dah boleh keluar.. tanpa ada penyakit ye... pelik kan... doc boleh suspek mcm2 dan biarkan pesakit tu tahan sakit semiggu lamanya, dan discharge"Ok, pakcik takde apa2"... suspek je la...
ini dua yg terbesar la kiranya dlm 2 bulan ni... ada lagi yg lain2... tp tak sebesar yg ni.. sbb dua kes kat spital yg sama, n treatmentnye boleh la aku kategorikan sbg ok, but sucks on certain part...
Thursday, December 2, 2010
PhD
PhD.. Doctorate of Philosophy... atau satu lagi Perasaan Hasad Dengki... i choose to write about Perasaan Hasad Dengki... ramai yg ada perasaan ni... tak terkecuali aku.. tapi bg aku la, Phd ni boelh dibahagikan pada dua.. Phd positif n Phd negative...
Phd positif...
bila kita ada perasaan dengki kat org lain bila tgk org berjaya ke, dpt sesuatu ke, bahagia ke dan kita rasa dengki nak jadi macam dia jugak... kita usaha nak jugak jadi macam dia, sbb kita nak jugak berjaya, nak jugak dptkan sesuatu dan nak jugak bahagia.. yg ini bagi aku positif sbb kita usaha sendiri utk dptkan sesuatu yg org lain dapat tanpa susahkan org yg berkenaan.. perasaan ni lebih kepada kita adore seseorg tu... yg ni bagus..
Phd negatif
bila kita ada perassan yg sama seperti diatas, dan kita berhasrat nak jatuhkan org tu... contohnya, kita nampak dia bahagia, kita benci tgk dia bahagia, kita sakit hati tgk dia bahagia, kita usaha... tapi usaha untuk jatuhkan dia... mula la nak bomohkan, nak buat cerita, buat fitnah supaya org tu akan hilang kebahagiaan dia...
Ya Allah, mintak dijauhkan keluargaku, sahabat2 ku dari mendapat penyakit Phd yang negatif... Amin...
Monday, October 25, 2010
do i still have the skills...
do i still have the skills to study??? huhuhu... yesterday i went for the briefing of the masters in TESL at UiTM Bukit Sekilau, Ktn... the program is planned to be fulfilled in Kuantan.. abt 50 people joined the briefing session...
the big questions are...
Do i still have the skills to study?
Do i have enough spirit?
Can i cope with two things at one time? Working? Studying?...
Can i manage my family well if i were studying?
Am i still capable of doing assignments? (selama ni sibuk bg assignment kat students kan??? huhuhu)
what i know is i will have my family's support... especially from my hubby (love u dear)
but 1st, lets pray that the program will be held here in Kuantan, and most importantly, i pass the interview.... Amin
Monday, October 11, 2010
Friday, September 17, 2010
Blog yg lama kutinggalkan bersawang...
lama sungguh tak update blog ni.... bz la skt, baru lepas raya ni... sebelum tu puasa... sebelum puasa bz jugak dgn bnyk benda kat opis... kelas pun bertambah... alhamdulillah lecturer baru pun dah sampai.... ringan la skit... sekarang ni aku masih dlm mood cuti... isnin masuk keje... bnyk benda nak kena setel... 23 hb nak kena audit plak... KPTM apply for ISO... so it will be very bz days for us in KPTM la... sume terlibat... nak mencapai wawasan syarikat kan... everyone must work hard... (",)... GO KPTM!!! hope everything willl be fine and KPTM akan dapat ISOnye soon... tungguuuuuuuu...
berbalik pada jadual aku plak... bnyk gakla bnda nak buat selain dr segala mak nenek kat opis tu... bulan 10 ni ada 2 appoinment hospital Haziq... bulan 10 jugak Farahana nak kawin... bulan 12 adik ipar aku pulak... Jan adik ipar lagi... so in between all the evnts, bnyk jugak la preparation nak kena buat... (agaknye la kot)...
td dok cakap2 pasal nak gi bercuti.... bila la agaknya ms yg kami sekeluarga ni blh pegi bercuti dgn aman dan damai... without thinking of work, work, work... hmmm... dah lumrah hidup makan gaji...
sebut pasal makan gaji, aku sekrg ni mula berjinak dalam bisnes pulak... mcm2 sbnrnya aku buat... tapi skrg ni nak fokus pada MARY KAY... apa itu MARY KAY??? nak tau... klik la sini... alhamdulillah, dalam sebulan mula ni, boleh la aku nampak perniagaan ni berjalan... mgkn ini mulanya rezeki bukan makan gaji aku... bila free buat... aku pun bukan niaga syok sendiri.... nak kongsi dgn semua jugak experience sendiri kan... seronok bila tgk org lain seronok jugak... (",) sila la klik pada link tu ye klu nak tau apa...
nampaknye, smpi sini je la aku menaip mlm ni... kepanasan la pulak... nak melepak bwh kipas plak... bilik ni takde kipas... huhuhuhu...
till then... GUDNITE...
Monday, August 2, 2010
A hectic week...
A bz week for me and Din...
1st event
23-25 July... i went to Kg Pagi in Jerantut... a 4 hour journey by KPTM bus plus 1 hour journey by boat from Kuala Tahan Jetty to Kg Pagi... what a beautiful but yet tiring journey... went there for an English Camp program... Sponsored by Perbadanan Kemajuan Negeri Pahang (PKNP)...
2nd event
26-31 July
Din pulak went for a training in Glennmarie... waaaa... kami hanya bertemu muka selapas aku balik dr Kg Pagi n sampi rumah lebih kurang pukul 9mlm... about 1 hour after my arrival, Din went to KL... huhuhuu... sy sgt sedih...Publish Post but now he's back... and we do everything together again... (",)
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Sore Throat!!!
Durian!!! my fav local fruit.... SEDAP woooo... tp hanya mampu tgk je.... kenapa mampu tgk je??? sebb tekakku dah labih kurang seminggu sakit... nak telan apa2 pun sakit... even nak telan air liur pun!!! bila la agaknya sakit tekak ni nak pergi (tak bersyukur kan aku ni, Allah bg sakit nak mengeluh pulak)... bukan mengeluh, tapi aku risau aku jadi kurus nanti... wakakakakaakakakakakakakakaka... gelak smbil guling2... boleh kira bnyk mana aku makan selama tak sihat ni... nak minum air pun rs macam tekak aku ni dihiris2 pisau gillette... sakit tak terkata...
aku tak kira, bila dah hilang sakit tekak, aku nak makan durian, manggis, dan yg sewaktu dgnnya... huhuhuhuhuhu...
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
my inspiration
This is one of my fav song since i was in primary school... and this is not the full lyric, just some of the lines... this really inspire me...
"Don't be afraid to be weak
Don't be too proud to be strong
Just look into your heart my friend
That will be the return to yourself
The return to innocence
If you want, then start to laugh
If you must, then start to cry
Be yourself don't hide
Just believe in destiny
Don't care what people say
Just follow your own way
Don't give up and use the chance
To return to innocence"
and this song really made my day today...
PELIK!!!
I wonder what the word PELIK means to someone i barely know or hardly know or don't really know or don't get a chance to know yet (maybe because he doesn't really give me the chance to know him or don't even care to know me personally) although he is one of the family member for about 1 year++...
PS: i have a moral stoy to tell actually... but keep it to myself until.... Allah bukakan dan kuatkan hati ni untuk berbunyi...
Aku suka bebel??? Who cares!!!
while i was at the cafe this morning, i met with a colleague... she mentioned about a student who need to repeat the subject that i taught him last semester... and unfortunately, that particular student need to repeat the paper with me AGAIN... serves him rite la kan... sape suruh tak buat assignment... dah la tu, suka2 plak komplen aku kuat bebel... ces... so what??? who bothers??? how can i not bebeling to them/him if the attendance to class was very bad... everyday, almost half of the class member absent... korang rasa aku tak patut marah ke? tak patut bebel ke? i talked to them nicely, and they didn't listen... halau keluar kelas??? pernah jugak... tapi tak jugak dihiraukan... so, if he failed, is it because of me membebel in class??? huh... tak sedar tu sem ni nak amik lagi dgn aku... jgn di ulang lagi perkara yg sama sudah... kalau tak, sila la repeat lagi... to him... all the best la... harap tak la malas lagi nak buat assignment...
Tuesday, July 6, 2010
Kesian Haziq...
Rentetan peristiwa Haziq demam...
Selasa - amik dari umah Kak Yah Haziq demam... pegi Klinik Iman, demam dia 38.2... panas... petang tu Haziq dah tak lalu makan or minum susu...
Rabu - appoinment dgn HTAA... doc check lagi sekali... mmg panas doc tu kata... tekak Haziq merah... tu yang buatkan Haziq demam... and he prescribed 3 medicine... antibiotik, ubat demam, and ubat demam masuk kat punggung *aku tak tau org panggil apa.. tapi smpai kat farmasi, Pharmacist tu kata ubat yg msk kat punggung tu utk org yg duduk wad je... so ptg tu we went to Klinik Iman once again and ask for the ubat and oral aid utk tekak Haziq yg merah tu...
Khamis - tghri aku balik dr opis tgk Haziq mmg panas sgt... temp dah cecah 39... Ma dah bg ubat... dalam pkl tiga gitu suhu dah turun...
Jumaat - nasib baik jugak aku apply cuti... Haziq still refused to eat anything... bg jugak la makanan dalam pinggan.. suh dia kacau.. masuk la sebiji dua nasik... jd la...
Sabtu - pagi tu aku bawak Haziq gi Klinik Iman sekali lagi... kat mulut ada pecah2 macam kena campak tu... dari hari Khamis lagi kot dah ada... cuma ni makin teruk... Mlm tu pulak, aku tak puas hati, ajak jugak Din pegi Klinik Dr Yaw... Resultnye... GINGIVITIS... gusi Haziq mmg bengkak dari hari 1st demam tu... tak sangka pulak sbb gusi bengkak jd gitu... Dr Yaw kata yg kat mulut tu kesan dr air liur... air liur ada kuman, so mulut jd macam tu... ulcer all over the place... mmg kesian... Dr pesan suh bg benda2 yg sejuk kat Haziq... Dr Yaw bagi antibiotik baru & ubat sembur dalam mulut setiap kali lepas makan...
Ahad - ajak Din pegi makan mee calong, sbb Haziq suka mee calong tu, and plus mee kan licin, so senang dia nak makan... alhamdulillah dia makan jugak la skt... minum air kelapa... marah pulak kat aku sbb tak bg minum... huhuhu... agaknye dia rs sejuk tu kot yg lalu nak minum... balik dr makan tu singgah beli yogurt n aiskrim... nak jugak la Haziq makan aiskrim n yogurt tu... ada la jugak makanan masuk mulut... mummy lak dah mula dah bersin2 n batuk...
Isnin - aku pulak yg MC... Haziq still tak lalu makan... ada la masuk skt nasik dalam mulut hasil suapan sendiri.. yg lebihnye bersepah la ats lantai... takpe la... asalkan nak jugak makan...
Selasa - keje semula... Haziq terpaksa la htr kat umah Kak Yah jugak.. harap2 Haziq nak la makan bila ada kawan...
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
I just don't know what to write about...
I just don't know what to write about... bored... i'm fasting today... ganti yg mana belum berganti... got no class today... so, bored again... heard some of the new students yelling at each other this morning... "apa barang pegi kelas"... sekali dgr rs macam nak sepak... kelas baru 2 hari start... dah ada bunyi... can't let myself imagine what will happen for the next 15 weeks... *sigh*...
what to cook for breaking fast??... thinking of making some bread pudding... yumm yumm...
hmm, let's search for the recipe... till i write again... bubbyeeee...
why wedding ring should be worn on the fourth finger
Why should the wedding ring be worn on the fourth finger?
There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.
Thumb represents your -- Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& Last (Little) finger represents your Children
Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure Above)
Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.
Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)... ., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day...
Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CAN NOT ..,
Coz Husband &Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin.. !!
ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY.. ??
There is a beautiful and convincing explanation given by the Chinese.
Thumb represents your -- Parents
Second (Index) finger represents your Siblings
Middle finger represents your Self
Fourth (Ring) finger represents your Life Partner
& Last (Little) finger represents your Children
Firstly, open your palms (face to face), bend the middle fingers and hold them together - back to back
Secondly, open and hold the remaining three fingers and the thumb - tip to tip
(As shown in the figure Above)
Now, try to Separate your Thumbs (representing the parents)..., they will open, because your parents are not destined to live with you lifelong (Sorry but its the Truth), and have to leave you sooner or later.
Please join your thumbs as before and separate your Index fingers (representing siblings)... ., they will also open, because your brothers and sisters will have their own families and will have to lead their own separate lives.
Now join the Index fingers and separate your Little fingers (representing your children)... ., they will open too, because the children also will get married and settle down on their own some day...
Finally, join your Little fingers, and try to separate your Ring fingers (representing your spouse).
You will be surprised to see that you just CAN NOT ..,
Coz Husband &Wife have to remain together all their lives - through thick and thin.. !!
ISN'T THIS A LOVELY THEORY.. ??
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
sekejap je Allah pinjamkan dia...
pagi td... lebih kurang jam 2 pg, Din kejutkan aku... aku yg terkejut terus angkat kepala tanya "kenapa?"... dlm mamai2 aku aku dgr "..... meninggal"... aku tanya lagi "apa?" "anak Razif meninggal"... "innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun"... tu ucapan yg keluar dr mulut aku... aku tanya sape yg bgtau, Din kata Shafeirul... aku terus mesej Shafeirul tanya a few questions.. lps tu, aku, Din... dua2 termenung... antara percaya dgn tidak... antara mimpi atau realiti... tapi mmg nyata berita tu mmg betul... Arwah Aisyah meninggal sbb jangkitan kuman kat paru2... aku terdiam kejap, sedar tak sedar airmata dah bergenang, memikirkan 2 org sahabat yg sedang bersedih menghadapi kepergian anak tersayang... macamana klu berlaku pada aku... tak tergambarkan semua tu... Aku doa semoga Mai n Razif tabah dgn semua ni... beruntung mereka berdua, ada yg menunggu di syurga... (",)
dan2 tu jugak aku pegang Haziq... teringat ms Haziq kena warded dulu... macam tak tentu arah rsnye... dgn keadaan dlm pantang, gagahkan jugak hari2 pegi hospital... dgn harapan Haziq akan sembuh... Alhamdulillah Allah bg aku peluang utk jaga Haziq... smpi ms aku sdg menaip skrg... smpi bila??? takde sape tau... sekejap atau lama Allah pinjamkan apa yg aku ada hr ni, takde sape tau... cuma aku harap, klu satu hari nanti Allah nak tarik balik semua yg aku ada, aku akan tabah dan redha dgn ketentuanNya...
Al Fatihah utk Aisyah...
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
A tag From Aira
This is a tag from Aira Haniza
Semua orang ada impian masing-masing...Ada org dia simpan impian dia dalam diri dia sendiri..Ada sesetengah pula, dia kongsikan impian dia dengan keluarga/ sahabat handai supaya ianya dapat dijadikan sebagai dorongan dan semanagat...Jom kita kongsi impian kita dan jgn lupa kita support impian kawan2 kita yang lain...Semoga impian kita semua tercapai
5 impian anda 3-5 tahun dari sekarang
1. Haziq akan free dr appointment di HTAA...
2. Nak ada rumah sendiri pulak... asyik menyewa je kan.. umur makin tua dah, nak kumpul harta pulak...
3. Nak buat satu bisnes... klu berjaya boleh benti keje... baking? sewing? buat brg hantaran kahwin? saloon? butik pengantin? kafe? catering? lalallaala??? tu je yg belum ditetapkan...
4. Go for a holiday... besar2 punya holiday... (memandangkan plan nak gi China thn ni tak jd... Jet, i sedih :-(...)
4. Go for a holiday... besar2 punya holiday... (memandangkan plan nak gi China thn ni tak jd... Jet, i sedih :-(...)
5. Get myself a better life... lebih tenang, lebih senang, lebih bahagia, lebih igtkan Yang Maha Pencipta... amin...
5 impian anda untuk tahun ini
1. nak kurus jugak!!!!
2. get myself a new purse...
3. nak rearrange keadaan dlm rumah yg penuh brg yg aku rs nak buang je...
4. nak pegi johor (nak gi spa tempat abgku bekerja... boleh buat rawatan spa free...huhuhuhuhu)
5. nak pi pulau tioman, nak pi melaka lagi dan lagi (i fall in love with Melaka la..)... nak jumpa kawan lama yg dah berkurun lamanye tak berjumpa... termasuk yg men'tag' diriku ini... (ye ke ko tag aku Aira?... huhuuhuhu) *dyla, nora, linda, rosa, and many more... i miss u gals...
now: Kak Lieyn
dan semua yg rajin nak share your dreams, silakan...
Thursday, February 18, 2010
Reunion...
teringat kat kwn2 sekolah... kwn2 seuniversiti... rs mcm dah lama tak jumpa... baru ni ms cuti CNY aku balik rompin... dgn harapan dapat la jumpa kwn2 lama yg mmg dah lama tak jumpa.. aku pun jaranag balik rompin... tapi yg aku jumpa Adeq je... yg lain tak tau la sm ada tak balik, balik umah nertua ke, kg lain ke, pergi bercuti ke... hampa jugak la... adik beradik pun tak semua dapat balik.yg ada cuma aku, Din, Diana, Kay, Amir n si kenit Haziq...
kwn2 ms sekolah menengah dulu nak buat reunion... kat genting, bulan 6 nanti... aku mmg nak sgt pergi... tp sbb keadaan tak mengizinkan... ms tu best fren Din nak kawin... kalau aku kata tak payah pergi kenduri kawin nanti aku macam kejam sgt pulak... takpe la... nak buat cemana kan... dah takde rezeki nak jumpa kwn2 semua...
aku harap sgt lain kali boleh buat sekali lagi perjumpaan dgn kwn2... kalau tak dapat ramai pun 4-5 org pun jadi... boleh la gi picnic ke apa ke... bila agaknye ye???
kwn2 ms sekolah menengah dulu nak buat reunion... kat genting, bulan 6 nanti... aku mmg nak sgt pergi... tp sbb keadaan tak mengizinkan... ms tu best fren Din nak kawin... kalau aku kata tak payah pergi kenduri kawin nanti aku macam kejam sgt pulak... takpe la... nak buat cemana kan... dah takde rezeki nak jumpa kwn2 semua...
aku harap sgt lain kali boleh buat sekali lagi perjumpaan dgn kwn2... kalau tak dapat ramai pun 4-5 org pun jadi... boleh la gi picnic ke apa ke... bila agaknye ye???
Monday, February 1, 2010
it's been so long...
it's been so long since the last day i update my blog... huuhuhuhu... classess already started... tak punya bnyk masa utk update blog... tapi hr ni i feel like updating it with few stories..
1 - haziq dah tumbuh gigi.. sebatang.. tapi giginye tumbuh senget.. agak2 bila besar senget jugak tak ek? ada sape2 boleh tolong jawab tak?
2 - hari ni aku takde suara.. bg arahan kat student dgn menulis kat whiteboard.. kalau bercakap pun diaorg tak dgr.. hehehehehe.. nasib la... diaorg kan pandai baca...
3 - waiting for few things to arrive.. i made online purchase.. babies stuff..
4 - feeling sad coz i cant join my school frenz for reunion at Genting.. lama tak jumpa korang kwn2... rindu rsnye.. berharap ada keajaiban akan berlaku..
5 - ms CNY ni aku rasa nak balik rompin.. lama dah tak balik.. ada ke kwn2 yg balik rompin masa tu.. boleh la kita jumpa..
ok.. cukup la..
1 - haziq dah tumbuh gigi.. sebatang.. tapi giginye tumbuh senget.. agak2 bila besar senget jugak tak ek? ada sape2 boleh tolong jawab tak?
2 - hari ni aku takde suara.. bg arahan kat student dgn menulis kat whiteboard.. kalau bercakap pun diaorg tak dgr.. hehehehehe.. nasib la... diaorg kan pandai baca...
3 - waiting for few things to arrive.. i made online purchase.. babies stuff..
4 - feeling sad coz i cant join my school frenz for reunion at Genting.. lama tak jumpa korang kwn2... rindu rsnye.. berharap ada keajaiban akan berlaku..
5 - ms CNY ni aku rasa nak balik rompin.. lama dah tak balik.. ada ke kwn2 yg balik rompin masa tu.. boleh la kita jumpa..
ok.. cukup la..
Thursday, December 10, 2009
Angel's wings
I'm dedicating this song to you, my beloved son... Haris Haziq... Mummy n Papa love u so muchhh....
I would die for you
Lay down my life for you
The only thing that means everything to me
'Cause when you're in my arms
You make me prouder than
Than anything I ever could achieve
And you make everything that used to seem so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
And I often wonder why,
Someone as flawed as I
Deserves to be as happy as you make me
So as the years roll by
I'll be there by your side
I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me
Cause you make everything that used to be so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives
Will know the way I'm feeling, looking
In my baby's eyes
That's why I can't bear to be too far away
I know that god must love me cause
He sent you to me on angel's wings
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
_WESTLIFE_
I would die for youLay down my life for you
The only thing that means everything to me
'Cause when you're in my arms
You make me prouder than
Than anything I ever could achieve
And you make everything that used to seem so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
And I often wonder why,
Someone as flawed as I
Deserves to be as happy as you make me
So as the years roll by
I'll be there by your side
I'll follow you wherever your heart takes me
Cause you make everything that used to be so big
Seem to be so small since you arrived
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Now anyone who's felt the touch of heaven in their lives
Will know the way I'm feeling, looking
In my baby's eyes
That's why I can't bear to be too far away
I know that god must love me cause
He sent you to me on angel's wings
On angel's wings, an angelical formation
Angel's wings, like letters in the sky
Now I know no matter what the question
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
Love is the answer
It's written on angel's wings
_WESTLIFE_
macam2...
tetiba rasa macam nak cakap pasal bnyk benda...
1...
baru2 ni aku tgk berita pasal antartika... kalau semua ice yg ada kat sebelah sana tu cair, paras laut akan naik setinggi 60 meter... 60m??? ko tak gila ke wahai semua makhluk di bumi... dalam mana dah tu... serun bila dgr pasal tu...
2...
budak2 tgh cuti sem skrg... markah dah siap key in, semua dah endorsed, skrg waktu nak belek2 semua silibus, kot2 ada material baru nak masukkan... boring gak kalau takde students ni... tapi kalau ada kang rasa nak marah pulak tengok perangai masing2... lumrah hidup jadi pendidik kot...
3...
bila dah kawin, ada suami, isteri, anak... rasa macam kurang kontek dgn kawan... bukan tak igt, tapi bila pegang tepon nak kontek anak pulak need attention... ada pulak keje memanggil.. huhuhu... kwn2 harap paham la kan... bukan tak igt, tapi ms tak mengizinkan...
4...
bila teringat balik semua benda2 yg boleh buat masa belum kawin dulu, rs enjoy gak.. bukan tak boleh enjoy bila dah kawin, tapi masa limited... komitmen lagi bnyk, TIGA family kena jaga... kalau anak dah besar mgkn boleh la kot nak beraktiviti dgn aktifnye, tapi kalau kecik ni, kena la lupakan sementara waktu... lebih2 lagi kalau suami isteri bekerja... lagi la tak sempat nak kejar... pagi siap brg anak nak htr ke pengasuh, siapkan diri sendiri, htr anak, pegi keje, pening kat tempat keje, amik anak, mgkn nak gi makan dulu ke... pastu kain baju lagi nak cuci, nak simpan, nak lipat, umah nak kena sapu/kemas, pinggan mangkuk lagi.. nak layan anak lagi... hmmm... masa mmg limited tu... mmg penat... masa dgn suami/isteri lagi limited kot... keje lain tempat, kuar pagi, balik ptg, siapkan apa yg patut, malam dah letih nak tido plak... esok pagi rutin yg sma berulang... hmmmm... bila nak abis tu... weekend je la ada masa bersama dgn anak, suami/isteri.. my case plak hubby keje on saturdays... so ahad je la masa kami bertiga... nak kena pikir 2 family lagi... kwn2 pun kena gak pikir... hmmm what to do kan.. this is what life is all about...
5...
musim2 ni ramai giler org kawin... bnyk jemputan yg terpaksa tak dipenuhi.. nak buat cemana.. bnyk bertembung... masa lagi... so, kepada yg baru n bakal mendirikan umahtangga tu, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU... semoga bahagia selalu...
6...
bnyk dah kot ni.. lain kali le smbg lagi...
1...
baru2 ni aku tgk berita pasal antartika... kalau semua ice yg ada kat sebelah sana tu cair, paras laut akan naik setinggi 60 meter... 60m??? ko tak gila ke wahai semua makhluk di bumi... dalam mana dah tu... serun bila dgr pasal tu...
2...
budak2 tgh cuti sem skrg... markah dah siap key in, semua dah endorsed, skrg waktu nak belek2 semua silibus, kot2 ada material baru nak masukkan... boring gak kalau takde students ni... tapi kalau ada kang rasa nak marah pulak tengok perangai masing2... lumrah hidup jadi pendidik kot...
3...
bila dah kawin, ada suami, isteri, anak... rasa macam kurang kontek dgn kawan... bukan tak igt, tapi bila pegang tepon nak kontek anak pulak need attention... ada pulak keje memanggil.. huhuhu... kwn2 harap paham la kan... bukan tak igt, tapi ms tak mengizinkan...
4...
bila teringat balik semua benda2 yg boleh buat masa belum kawin dulu, rs enjoy gak.. bukan tak boleh enjoy bila dah kawin, tapi masa limited... komitmen lagi bnyk, TIGA family kena jaga... kalau anak dah besar mgkn boleh la kot nak beraktiviti dgn aktifnye, tapi kalau kecik ni, kena la lupakan sementara waktu... lebih2 lagi kalau suami isteri bekerja... lagi la tak sempat nak kejar... pagi siap brg anak nak htr ke pengasuh, siapkan diri sendiri, htr anak, pegi keje, pening kat tempat keje, amik anak, mgkn nak gi makan dulu ke... pastu kain baju lagi nak cuci, nak simpan, nak lipat, umah nak kena sapu/kemas, pinggan mangkuk lagi.. nak layan anak lagi... hmmm... masa mmg limited tu... mmg penat... masa dgn suami/isteri lagi limited kot... keje lain tempat, kuar pagi, balik ptg, siapkan apa yg patut, malam dah letih nak tido plak... esok pagi rutin yg sma berulang... hmmmm... bila nak abis tu... weekend je la ada masa bersama dgn anak, suami/isteri.. my case plak hubby keje on saturdays... so ahad je la masa kami bertiga... nak kena pikir 2 family lagi... kwn2 pun kena gak pikir... hmmm what to do kan.. this is what life is all about...
5...
musim2 ni ramai giler org kawin... bnyk jemputan yg terpaksa tak dipenuhi.. nak buat cemana.. bnyk bertembung... masa lagi... so, kepada yg baru n bakal mendirikan umahtangga tu, SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU... semoga bahagia selalu...
6...
bnyk dah kot ni.. lain kali le smbg lagi...
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
PERINGATAN
peringatan utk diri sendiri..
1 Paper belum siap marking.. pening aku nak tanda essay... ada sape2 nak volunteer??? hehehe
2 COPPA document belum siap
3 Tarikh akhir key in markah dalam CMS 4/12/09
4 Comforter yg kena muntah Haziq dah 2 helai belum cuci
5 Mgu ni cousin, kawan2 ramai yg nak melangsungkan perkahwinan
6 Next week, din's cousin kawin kat keratong
7 Kalau waktu mengizinkan geng2 form 6 dulu nak buat reunion...
8 Febreeze, air freshener, peti ais.. sume mintak di isi...
banayk lagi... tapi ni antara yg terpenting... yg paling penting, 3 yg atas tu... kalau tak siap mati aku...
1 Paper belum siap marking.. pening aku nak tanda essay... ada sape2 nak volunteer??? hehehe
2 COPPA document belum siap
3 Tarikh akhir key in markah dalam CMS 4/12/09
4 Comforter yg kena muntah Haziq dah 2 helai belum cuci
5 Mgu ni cousin, kawan2 ramai yg nak melangsungkan perkahwinan
6 Next week, din's cousin kawin kat keratong
7 Kalau waktu mengizinkan geng2 form 6 dulu nak buat reunion...
8 Febreeze, air freshener, peti ais.. sume mintak di isi...
banayk lagi... tapi ni antara yg terpenting... yg paling penting, 3 yg atas tu... kalau tak siap mati aku...
Monday, November 23, 2009
This means.... hmmmm...
i really like this song since i was in school, it's just that i don't really get the meaning of the song at that time... i came across this song while searching for video clips in youtube... learn the lyrics and figure them out bit by bit...
Cat's in The Cradle - Ugly Kid Joe
My child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?" I said, "Not today,
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's ok."
And he walked away, but his smile never dimmmed,
Said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please?"
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."
I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."
And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Cat's in The Cradle - Ugly Kid Joe
My child arrived just the other day,
He came to the world in the usual way.
But there were planes to catch, and bills to pay.
He learned to walk while I was away.
And he was talking 'fore I knew it, and as he grew,
He'd say, "I'm gonna be like you, dad.
You know I'm gonna be like you."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
My son turned ten just the other day.
He said, "Thanks for the ball, dad, come on let's play.
Can you teach me to throw?" I said, "Not today,
I got a lot to do." He said, "That's ok."
And he walked away, but his smile never dimmmed,
Said, "I'm gonna be like him, yeah.
You know I'm gonna be like him."
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, dad?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Well, he came from college just the other day,
So much like a man I just had to say,
"Son, I'm proud of you. Can you sit for a while?"
He shook his head, and he said with a smile,
"What I'd really like, dad, is to borrow the car keys.
See you later. Can I have them please?"
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."
I've long since retired and my son's moved away.
I called him up just the other day.
I said, "I'd like to see you if you don't mind."
He said, "I'd love to, dad, if I could find the time.
You see, my new job's a hassle, and the kid's got the flu,
But it's sure nice talking to you, dad.
It's been sure nice talking to you."
And as I hung up the phone, it occurred to me,
He'd grown up just like me.
My boy was just like me.
And the cat's in the cradle and the silver spoon,
Little boy blue and the man in the moon.
"When you coming home, son?" "I don't know when,
But we'll get together then, dad.
You know we'll have a good time then."
Monday, November 9, 2009
apa la salahnye...
kita manusia biasa, mmg tak lepas dari kesilapan.. kita belajar melalui kesilapan... kalau tak buat silap, kita takkan tau buat benda yg betul... sama macam baby yg baru lahir... tak tau apa2, belajar skit2, meniarap, merangkak, bertatih, berjalan, berlari dan sebagainye...
tanpa kesilapan kita takkan belajar... dgn kesilapan la kita belajar buat sesuatu... contohnye... semalam masak nasik satu cawan, letak 4 cawan air... nasi jadi lembik, skt je lagi nak naik taraf bubur... takkan hari ni nak masak nasik sukat air jadi 5 cawan??? setidaknye kita boleh fikir air patut kurangkan, jadi 3 atau 2 cawan... kalau letak 3, nasik lembik jugak... cuba lagi, letak dua... sampaila jadi nasik tu... betul tak??? tapi kita kena la admit yg...
"iye, aku tak pandai masak nasik, aku sedang belajar macamana nak masak nasik tak jadi bubur"
... bukan nye rugi pun mengaku salah...
tapi ada sesetengah org yg sgt cepat nampak salah org lain, tapi salah sendiri di sembunyikan... kenapa? nak tunjuk BAGUS... nak tunjuk PANDAI.. atau sbnrnye mengundang org mengutuk di belakang... mungkin sekarang org kutuk kat belakang, mana tau satu hari nanti org kutuk depan2... tak ke malu???
so, apa la salahnye kalau kita buat silap, kita mengaku kita silap... kita tak sorok yg kita dah buat silap.. kita tak sorok yg kita tak tau sebenarnye... jgn kalau org buat silap cepat je nak nampak... tapi bila org buat yg baik, yg betul tak nak bagi kredit... bukannya rugi pun nak puji org kan... kita buat org happy, kita pun akan rasa happy... kita buat org rasa sakit hati, rasa sedih, rasa down, apa kita dapat??? kosong... dapat caci maki lagi ada la kot...
dan apa la salahnye kalau kita tak tau kita bertanya... jgn jadi bodoh sombong, bongkak, lupa diri...
tanpa kesilapan kita takkan belajar... dgn kesilapan la kita belajar buat sesuatu... contohnye... semalam masak nasik satu cawan, letak 4 cawan air... nasi jadi lembik, skt je lagi nak naik taraf bubur... takkan hari ni nak masak nasik sukat air jadi 5 cawan??? setidaknye kita boleh fikir air patut kurangkan, jadi 3 atau 2 cawan... kalau letak 3, nasik lembik jugak... cuba lagi, letak dua... sampaila jadi nasik tu... betul tak??? tapi kita kena la admit yg...
"iye, aku tak pandai masak nasik, aku sedang belajar macamana nak masak nasik tak jadi bubur"
... bukan nye rugi pun mengaku salah...
tapi ada sesetengah org yg sgt cepat nampak salah org lain, tapi salah sendiri di sembunyikan... kenapa? nak tunjuk BAGUS... nak tunjuk PANDAI.. atau sbnrnye mengundang org mengutuk di belakang... mungkin sekarang org kutuk kat belakang, mana tau satu hari nanti org kutuk depan2... tak ke malu???
so, apa la salahnye kalau kita buat silap, kita mengaku kita silap... kita tak sorok yg kita dah buat silap.. kita tak sorok yg kita tak tau sebenarnye... jgn kalau org buat silap cepat je nak nampak... tapi bila org buat yg baik, yg betul tak nak bagi kredit... bukannya rugi pun nak puji org kan... kita buat org happy, kita pun akan rasa happy... kita buat org rasa sakit hati, rasa sedih, rasa down, apa kita dapat??? kosong... dapat caci maki lagi ada la kot...
dan apa la salahnye kalau kita tak tau kita bertanya... jgn jadi bodoh sombong, bongkak, lupa diri...
entry yg aku mintak izin dari blog owner utk aku guna...
a quote from: LIDAH
..i am here to have fun and make money to have fun
kalau aku tak kisah pasal career development salah ke?tak kan? kan kan kan?
kalau dalam career aspiration aku tulis menternak lembu pun tak salah kan?
sesetengah orang, yelah, cita-cita dia nak jadi seseorang yang besar dalam company.
tapi kalau aku sekadar nak datang kerja untuk dapat gaji, untuk aku jalan-jalan satu dunia. tak salah kan?
aku bukan jenis lahap kerja.
orang selalu lupa, kita kerja untuk hidup. untuk memenuhi keperluan.
tapi sesetengah orang dah jadikan kerja sebagai hidup.
dan berharap orang-orang sebelah , tepi , kiri kanan pun jadi macam dia.
crap lah semua ini.
i am here to have fun. and make money to have fun.
bukan nya nak tension fikir tentang assessment dan rating.
masa tertekan dah lepas. tu semua waktu belajar dulu.
sekarang masa untuk bergembira dan lupakan semua formula.
yeay
*renung2kan dan selamat bekerja... heheheehe
Friday, October 30, 2009
online contest senyuman ceria si comel
okay, setelah tinggal beberapa jam lagi contest ni online contest seyuman ceria si comel nak tamat baru berjaya diriku mengupload gambar anakanda ku yang sorang ni... ok semua...
NAMA SAYA: Haris Haziq bin Muhammad Fazidin
UMUR SAYA: 7 bulan 1 minggu 5 hari
UMUR SAYA: 7 bulan 1 minggu 5 hari
i think i look cheerful in this picture...
this one too!!!
hmmmm... suka la tu tgk saya tu...VOTE ME!!!
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
From My Facebook status...
This is cerita hangat dari status facebook ku semalam... tak sangka ramai sungguh yg nak beri pandangan.. benda macam ni banyak terjadi sebenarnye... cuma it depends on macamna kita terima sesuatu yg di perkatakan kepada kita... baca dan nilai la sendiri... No heart feeling ye...
Intan Noorazlina Abdul Rahim soalan dari seseorg: A: lama tak jumpa... kat mana skrg? B: kat kuantan... A: keje mana? B: kat kolej kat batu 5... A: ooooo... kerani ke? B: tak...(smbl senyum)... mengajar.... A: ooo, ye ke... hmmm... ni salah satu contoh we look down on people...... moral of the story, jgn la tny jwtn yg rendah dulu... tak baik nilai org macam tu...
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by the way of his/her 'questioning manner' there's no doubt that he/she is a jerk....
or perhaps, he/she is a long lost arch enemyl of the answerer...
juz my 2 cents...
akak nih kerani je dik.. heheee
*got work to do.. to be contniued...