Monday, February 23, 2009

Obsessive Compulsive Disorders (OCD)

Baru jap tadi aku terbaca pasal OCD ni... aku tau serba sikit pasal OCD ni... tapi lepas baca satu artikel ni aku rasa lagi best plak tau lagi bnyk pasal OCD... org yg ada penyakit OCD ni sebenarnya taklah teruk sgt... cuma bagi aku, penyakit ni kadang2 boleh buat org tak senang duduk... aku boleh la dikatakan ada gak penyakit ni (ye kot???)...
ok, sini aku nak copy paste skt apa yg aku baca dari artikel tu... kalau nak tau lebih masuk kat link dia ek...
"Some kids like to wash their hands, but Sarah does it too much. She wants to stop, but her hands just don't feel clean enough and she can't make herself turn off the water. Sometimes she scrubs her hands until they are red and raw. After eating, she feels she has to wash again.

Because she spends so much time washing, Sarah has to rush to get to school on time. At school, she tries not to touch doorknobs or handrails, worrying that if she does she may catch a serious disease. Sometimes, Sarah gets behind in her classwork because she feels that she needs to keep checking it over and over.

During a quiz or test Sarah checks and rechecks every answer and erases anything that isn't perfectly straight or neat. Sometimes she erases so hard it tears the paper, but she can't help it. Sarah gets a bad feeling that if everything isn't exactly right, something terrible may happen. All this worrying, checking, and fixing takes so long that Sarah hardly ever finishes the test before time is up. So even though she knows the work, she often gets an incomplete mark or even fails.

Sarah tries so hard to hide her habits. She worries that she might be going crazy or that people would think she's weird if they knew what she was doing. Sarah knows that the time she spends washing and checking could be spent having fun with friends or doing her schoolwork, but she can't seem to stop herself. That's because Sarah has obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)."
Ha... tu dia cth org yg ada OCD... adakah anda salah seorang penghidap OCD? ada skit lagi contoh ni...
"With OCD, someone may have obsessions about:
- germs or dirt
- illness or injury (involving the person or someone else)
- coming across unlucky numbers or words
- things being even or straight
- things being perfect or just right in a certain way
- making mistakes or not being sure
- doing or thinking something bad "

and one more...

"Here are some OCD compulsions:
- lots of hand washing or showering (doing this way more than usual or having a hard time stopping)
- counting (like having to count 25 white cars before going into school)
- touching (like touching every single fence post between home and the bus stop)
- checking things over and over (such as doors, locks, or stoves)
- doing things a certain number of times (like having to try on five dresses before leaving your room)
- arranging things in a very particular or neat way
- asking the same question over and over
- tying and retying shoes over and over until they feel just right
- re-reading, erasing, and re-writing"

hmmm.. i think the above explanation make things clearer kan... timbul lak persoalan, camane org boleh dapat OCD ni??? menurut artikel tersebut, macamana OCD ni blh datang belum lagi diketahui punca asalnya... cuma ada beberapa perkara yg boleh disangkut paut dgn OCD ni... pertamanya, org yg menghidap OCD ni biasanya dalam family dia mesti ada gak yg menghidap OCD... maknenye bukan dia sensorang je la yg suffer benda ni... yg keduanya, ia berkaitan dgn cara otak seseorg tu deal dgn ketidakpastian dan ketakutan... eeee... ngeri gak kan...

aku pun ada sebenarnya OCD ni... aku tak malu pun nak mengaku... sometimes when i touch something, i need all of my fingers to feel it... rasa mcm tak aci je bila satu jari je yg tersentuh sesuatu benda... tu salah satu cth je la... ada lg... malas dah nak cerita... so, discover urself...

Friday, February 20, 2009

Pantai Mak Nik a.k.a Monica Bay

Ini gambar signboard yg aku amik masa gi Kemaman last week... signboard Pantai Teluk Mak Nik atau D' Monica Bay... yg menarik perhatian aku ialah nama pantai tu... Mak Nik = Monica.... make sense jugak kan...

KPTM sunyi...

Suasana KPTM sunyi sehari dua ni... sebabnye, ramai para cikgunya pegi ke Port Dickson... Bukan gi makan angin ye... tapi diaorg pegi ke bengkel moderation untuk kertas soalan final Homegrown Program... yg pergi tu rasanye semua yg buat soklan exam... aku je yg tak termasuk coz maybe sebab aku dah sarat kot... gi moderation ni sebenarnya best... sebab kita ada can untuk jumpa dgn cikgu2 dari branch lain... masa tu jugak kita boleh discuss pasal assessment for students (kalau sempat la)... pastu sambil menyelam minum air... boleh gi jalan2 jugak kalau keje abis cepat(tapi macam takde can je kot kali ni coz sume gi dgn kenderaan kolej)
Rasanye ni bengkel paling lama untuk moderation kot... 4 hari 3 malam... wah.. nampak macam percutian kan... Syok gak tu... nanti diaorg balik boleh la dgr cerita dari bengkel tu... apa isi kandungannye...

Monday, February 16, 2009

I've been tagged by Kak Lieyn

Cik Pah, tag ko nanti aku jawab ek... belum lagi ada gambar yg nak di upload... ni aku jaab tag Kak Lieyn dulu...

Here are the rules -post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours. Tag 5 people to do the same thing. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- not that i know...

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- last Saturday

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- not really

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- blackpepper chicken or beef

5. DO YOU HAVE KID/S?
-coming out soon

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Osh Kosh Bgosh.. i'm nice you know.. wahahaha

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- yup.. to those yg suka nak show off or mengada2 or rude

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- nope

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- would like too.. eventhough i'm afraid of heights

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- i like almost all brands/types

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- most of the time no...

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- walls moo/ any ice cream with vanilla flavour

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their facial expression

14. RED OR PINK?
- pink

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i'm a sensitive person.. sumtimes i get too emotional..

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
- my childhood

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- yup

18. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- black pants and no shoes

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Sue's voice..

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- Blue

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- rumput yg baru dipotong.. or after the rain

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- Sue..

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup..

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- Badminton, gimrama, gimnastik artistik, swimming...

25. HAIR COLOUR?
- Black

26. EYE COLOUR?
- Dark Brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- purposely yes.. i once wore hazel contacts..

28. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- My mom's cooking...

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- Both

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-Can't remember

31. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- i'm wearing a black blouse rite now

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- don't have the chance to xperience these kind of weather yet...

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Both

34. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- Puding susu

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to a non-stupid question

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-to a stupid question la...

37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- now? none...

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- don't have any

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- The adventures of Merlin...

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- Sea breeze, water jump... hahaha waterfall..

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- Beatles

42. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- Perak

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- not that i know..

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- HTAA

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- aku rasa dah ramai kena tag... so yg belum kena lagi sila lah jwb ek... adios...

Saturday, February 14, 2009

Entry ni bukan jawapan kepada TAG oleh Cik Pah

Mimpi lagi....
last nite aku mimpi lagi... apa yg aku perasan pasal mimpi aku sekarang ni ialah, aku kerap mimpikan org2 yg aku jumpa, telepon atau objek2 dalam TV yg aku tgk pada siang harinya... contohnya malam tadi... pada siangnya aku ada department meeting... so dalam meeting tu almost all members ada la kecuali Sue, Tini, Ustazah Saloma n Ustaz Maliki... so guess who enter frame dalam mimpi aku...

Kak Asz... jeng jeng jeng... haaa, lepas tu aku ada call abg aku semalam... so dia turut jadi org yg enter frame dalam mimpi aku tu... pastu aku igt pagi tu aku ada sebut pasal pegi daki gunung kat Cameron Highlands naik bas kunyit...

So, venue mimpi aku tu kat CH, watak2 yg wujud antaranya Kak Asz dgn Abg Jang, dan isi mimpi tu, salah satunya aku ckp kat Kak Asz "Jom la kita gi bdr CH... kang lambat kedai tutup... saya nak beli teh strawberry... kat bawah sana takde jual... nanti kedai tutup..." wahahaha...

Aku pernah terbaca kalau org tu selalu mimpi, dan lepas tu dia igt mimpi dia, dia tu org bijak... hehehehe... Sejauh mana kebenarannye... Carilah sendiri...

Thursday, February 12, 2009

Angan2...

Ok ye Cik Pah... entry aku kali ni takde gambar untuk selingan... aku percaya semua org pernah berangan... samaada angan2 tu macam angan2 mat jenin atau tak, semua org pernah berangan...
Masa kecik2 dulu, aku suka tgk cerita kartun... nak2 cerita fairy tales... Snow White, Hensel and Gretel, Cinderella, Pinnochio, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel dan banyak lagi la... so, one of my dreams is to become one of the characters in the fairy tales... dah tentu lah karakter yg cantik dan lawa macam Cinderella kan... Aku selalu je berangan nak pakai baju kembang2 macam princess dalam kartun... kalau aku dpt skirt kembang aku mesti pusing2 sampai skirt tu terangkat... pastu rasa macam princess la... aku selalu gak paksa adik2 aku menari dgn aku seolah olah aku pergi ke ball... Perasan kan... Ngeeeee... apa2 pun tu masa zaman dulu2... tapi sampai sekarang pun aku akan tgk lagi fairy tales dan jugak cartoons... aku masih suka tgk DVD Barbie... Syok woooo... tapi takde dah la angan2 nak jadi macam barbie tu... Kalau ada tayangan filem barbie tu aku mesti tgu depan TV punye... tak blh miss beb... my fav... walaupun aku dah tgk banyak kali... huhuhuhu...
Sekarang ni pun aku suka gak berangan... JayJay kata "berangan tak salah, asalkan tau bertempat..." so, angan aku tu bertempat la... aku berangan gak yg satu hari nanti aku ada rumah sendiri... boleh renovate umah tu cantik2... kalau masa kecik2 dulu aku selalu cakap kat mak aku "nanti kita buat swimming pool kat umah kita ye"... tapi takde la sampai aku nak buat swimming pool kat umah aku tu nanti... cukupla sekadar saujana mata memandang... ewaaahhhh... sebenarnye angan2 tu lebih kepada cita2 atau impian aku satu hari nanti... bukan angan kosong la ye kwn2... aku jugak berangan nak buat bisnes sendiri... tapi belum lagi boleh decide nak buat bisnes apa... hmmm... harap2 one day semua anganan aku tu jadi kenyataan kan... Amin...

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Org Putih tu apa?

Ni ada satu conversation antara abg aku dgn anak dia...

Nazhan: Pa, tu apa?
Papa : Tu lembu. Dalam bahasa org putih cow... Bahasa Melayu org panggil lembu...
Nazhan: Oooo... apa Pa?
Papa: Lembu tu Bahasa Melayu, cow tu bahasa org putih...
Nazhan: Ooooo... Org putih tu apa Pa?
Papa: ????? (puas pikir macamana dia nak jawab soklan tu)

Susah jugak kan kekadang nak jawab soklan budak2 ni...

Monday, February 9, 2009

Eating out...

Gambar2 berikut ni sebenarnya last week punya event... tgh boring2 tetiba rasa nak gi jalan2... kekononnya nak pegi Balok... tapi otw nak ke Balok tu singgah makan jap kat bndr... so this is what we had for our lunch...
Yummy... ni meal fav aku... spaghetti... tak kisah la kat mana pun, janji sedap... yg ni mmg best... first time aku order spaghetti kat Secret Recipe...
yg ni pun first time order kat sini... beef lasagna... served with bun... seeedaaaap... but Mr Fazidin lagi suka lasagna dekat Santai... katanya lagi sedap... but i prefer this one, sbbnye not too oily..yg ni plak... dari kiri, choc smoothies, green apple kasturi (sgt umphhhh) dan yg depan tu... spicy chicken cornish... pun best jugak... Terasa perutku ini lapar kembali... huhuh SEKIAN...

Thursday, February 5, 2009

Another entry about dreams...

I'm nearly eight months pregnant now... counting the DAYS... huhuhuhu... takut ada, seram ada, excited ada, happy pun ada surprise pun ada... pendek kata macam2 ada la... I always had a strange dreams lately... dulu Sue pernah cakap, makin dekat dia nak bersalin makin kerap dia mimpi pelik2... now it is happening to me pulak... hari tu aku mimpi dah ada anak, pastu aku mimpi perut aku terbelah pastu siap boleh nampak baby kat dalam perut... yg bestnye, baby tu dah siap berbaju... maybe baby girl coz dalam mimpi aku tu baby tu pakai baju pink... pastu di ikuti dgn bnyk lagi la mimpi pelik2... mimpi org kawin la... agaknye mmg org nak dapat anak selalu mimpi pelik2 kot... mgkn gak sebab dok nervous sgt bila dah dekat2 nak due ni kan, tu pasal la mimpi pelik2... hopefully semuanya akan selamat, insyaallah...
P/S: sape2 ada tips for me (utk bakal ibu) dipersilakan bg kat ruangan comments ye... TQ...

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Tag Dari Jetto

This is the answers form Jet's tag...

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Sempurna - Gita Gutawa

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Bila bunga Bunga Berguguran - Fauziah Ahmad Daud

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
4 minutes - Madonna feat Justin Timberlake

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Invisible Man - 98 Degrees

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dingin - Ziana Zain

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sempurna - Andra & The Backbone

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sebelum Cahaya - Letto

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Biar Menjadi Kenangan - Reza & Mazaki Ueda

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ada Untukmu - Nubhan

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Tiada Lagi - Amy Search

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lelaki Ini - Anuar Zain

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Please Forgive Me - Bryan Adams

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Janji Kasih - Siti Nurhaliza

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hanya Di Mercu - Ayu

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sorry - Buckherry

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hampir Ke Situ - Mendua

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Umbrella - Marie Digby

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Leavin' - Jesse Mc Cartney

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Bagaikan Sakti - M Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Makhluk Tuhan Paling Seksi - Mulan Jameela

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Feedback - Janet Jackson

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Cinta Hampa - D'Lloyd

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
No Air - Jordin Sparks feat chris Brown

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Take A Bow - Rihanna

i'll tag:
No One...

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Family day out...

Ni sebenarnye dua event dalam satu entry... Yg mula2 ni gambar masa balik cuti CNY baru2 ni... first pic ni... Nazhan dgn Ayah Kay nye...

Yg ni Bonda dgn Uncle Din nye...

Cuba teka dia nak tulis apa? masa ni Nazhan berusaha tak bagi angin pantai terbangkan rambut dan menutup mata dia... Ini rupanya... nak tulis nama sendiri... pecaya ke budak kecik ni yg tulis? huhu... sudah tentulah tidak... ni keje Ayah Amir dia...
Ni dia 4 beradik...
Yg ni plak event yg kedua, ni sebenarnya lagi lama dari yg sebelumnye... eating out dekat Tg Lumpur... nama restoran, Super Top...
Gambar pertama: cubaan Nazhan nak tunjuk PEACE tak jadi...
Gambar kedua: Mamanye membantu anakandanye tunjuk PEACE... sebabnye, anakandanye belum pandai nak lipat jari... huhuhuhu... Papa nye enter frame sekali...
Gambar last ni gambar bodek sebenarnye... kecik2 dah pandai bodek dia ni... "Tgk ni, Abang shayang Wan..." eee.... geram aku budak ni... tunjuk muka manja dia plak...

BIRTHDAY

Sepatutnye dah lama entry ni di masukkan... birthday nye pun dah lepas sebulan dah... tapi nak wat cemana, takde kesempatan... last month on 2nd January 2009 adalah birthday En Muhammad Fazidin... kebetulan lak 6 hb January pulak birthday adinda Baby... so, celebration jadi 2 in 1 la... ini dia gambar birthday boy n birthday girl...
ni birthday girlnye... nak kek?
strawberry cake for Baby...choc moist cake for sayang...
with lots of LOVE from your wife....