Shhhhh...

Shhhhhh, jgn bising... Haziq tgh tido tu...

Teringat

Hari ni aku teringatkan arwah Abah... aku teringatkan soalan yg pernah aku rasa nak tanya pada arwah satu masa dulu...

kenapa Abah tglkan Ma dan kami adik beradik... nape Abah kawin lain... nape Abah tinggalkan kami...

sekarang, soalan tu hanya tgl soalan... tak ada sape yg boleh jawab... tak ada org yg boleh bg tau aku jawapan tu... dulu, aku takde keberanian nak tanya Abah soalan tu... sekarang, org yang sepatutnye menjawab soalan tu dah tak ada...

cuma yang aku tau, arwah Tok yg suh Abah kawin lain... cuma setakat tu yg aku tau...

dan cuma apa yg abah bgtau aku,

"Kak Long jaga Ma baik2, Ma tak buat salah pun dgn Abah, Abah yg banyak salah dgn Ma..."

Soalan aku, kalau Ma tak buat salah, nape Abah tinggalkan Ma n kami adik beradik???

tapi sekarang, sape yg boleh jawab soalan aku ni???

kalaulah...

How can I tell her - LOBO

aku suka lagu ni... melodi dia n cara lagu ni dinyanyikan... tapi aku rasa lirik dia ni agak kurang ajar kan... tapi takpela.. lagu je pun... n takde kena mengena dgn hidup aku... so aku enjoy the song...

She knows when I'm lonesome, she cries when I'm sad
She's up in the good times, she's down in the bad
Whenever I'm discouraged, she knows just what to do
But girl she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles, she makes them all seem right
I can make up excuses not to hold her at night
We can talk of tomorrow, I'll tell her things that I want to do
But girl how can I tell her about you.

How can I tell her about you
Girl please tell me what to do
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you
So girl won't you tell me how to tell her about you.

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away
How can I say it's you I think of every single night and day
But when is it easy telling someone we're through
Ah girl help me tell her about you.

New Semester Begin...

New semester begin this week... yesterday was my first class with UiTM students.... there are only 14 of them, 2 girls and 12 boys... as usual, girls will be the minority in Electrical Engineering class... they look like they are afraid of me... macam biasa la... aku kan muka bengis... huhuhu... and the beginning of this new semester means a beginning of loads and tonnes of works need to be done... huhuhuhu... tu dah semestinye la kan...

Well, teaching English challenge me so much... i need to cope with students who:

• doesn't like English, mmg jenis yg mmg tak minat lgsg, suruh la buat apa pun...
  
• thinks that they are very good in English, mengada ngada la kan, sbb igt diri tu terer sgt
  
• lazy to come to class, sesetghnye yg rasa mcm pandai sgt tu la...
  
• lazy to do their assignments,
  
• come late to class, yg rasa English tu tak penting...
  
• "forgot" to do their assignments, ni kategori malas sbnrnye...
  
• etc...

Being raised up in Malay speaking family makes them feel difficult to converse in English, they say... alasan je tu... mak ayah aku pun cakap Melayu gak kat umah...

Why do i say teaching English challenge me? Read these sentences below first, then you'll know...

• you are always in my liver...
• i alarmed the clock, but i cannot hear the alarm...
• between me and him friend only, not extra than that
• enjoying your eye's breaking it's actually ice-breaking
  
• i want to throw away my shy feel
• have three birds on the tree
• actually, i don't know how to story to you

that is all i can remember now, thanks to Yanie n Sue for sharing... now folks, you know why I say it is challenging to teach English... huhuuhuhu... hope i will found out some other ways to help all these students...

2 Stories in one entry: Story 1: Lucky number 3... Story 2: Kembar tiga dibuang...

STORY 1: Lucky Number 3...

ni dia kisah 3 ekor cicak yg terperangkap atas perangkap lalat... umah aku mmg banyak cicak... nak sekolahkan mereka ni terlalu bnyk... tak larat aku... tu pasal diaorg berak merata... aku sbnrnye geli dgn menatang alah ni... ma yg bubuh perangkap ni sebab geram diaorg berak merata kat dapur umah, kat dalam bilik, bilik air... semua tmpat dia berakkan... aku rasa cam puas ati bila 3 ekor dah mampos dikerjakan oleh pelekat tu... wakakakakaakaka ni dia mayat mereka sebelum di semadikan....

kalau tgk kat gambar ni... aku rasa ada sekor terlepas, sbb ada satu ekor yg putus... eeeeeeee... meremang bulu roma aku... tp nak gak letak gmbr... gmbr ni pun Din yg amik sbb aku geli, tapi nak gak buat entry pasal ni...

STORY 2: Kembar tiga dibuang...

ni alkisah yg kedua... kembar tiga dibuang... bukan anak org tau... aku ada beli ikan pari isnin lepas... so mak aku pun siang la ikan ni nak buat makan masa buke pose... tiba tiba dia nampak ada benda yg bergumpal dalam badan ikan pari tu... lalu di koreknye perut ikan pari tersebut... maka keluar 3 ekor anak ikan pari dr dalam perut ibu si pari td... ni dia gmbrnye...

ni dia kembar 3 yg dah kena buang tu... sekor2 lebih kurang besar kotak mancis je...