Shhhhh...

Shhhhhh, jgn bising... Haziq tgh tido tu...

Teringat

Hari ni aku teringatkan arwah Abah... aku teringatkan soalan yg pernah aku rasa nak tanya pada arwah satu masa dulu...

kenapa Abah tglkan Ma dan kami adik beradik... nape Abah kawin lain... nape Abah tinggalkan kami...

sekarang, soalan tu hanya tgl soalan... tak ada sape yg boleh jawab... tak ada org yg boleh bg tau aku jawapan tu... dulu, aku takde keberanian nak tanya Abah soalan tu... sekarang, org yang sepatutnye menjawab soalan tu dah tak ada...

cuma yang aku tau, arwah Tok yg suh Abah kawin lain... cuma setakat tu yg aku tau...

dan cuma apa yg abah bgtau aku,

"Kak Long jaga Ma baik2, Ma tak buat salah pun dgn Abah, Abah yg banyak salah dgn Ma..."

Soalan aku, kalau Ma tak buat salah, nape Abah tinggalkan Ma n kami adik beradik???

tapi sekarang, sape yg boleh jawab soalan aku ni???

kalaulah...

How can I tell her - LOBO

aku suka lagu ni... melodi dia n cara lagu ni dinyanyikan... tapi aku rasa lirik dia ni agak kurang ajar kan... tapi takpela.. lagu je pun... n takde kena mengena dgn hidup aku... so aku enjoy the song...

She knows when I'm lonesome, she cries when I'm sad
She's up in the good times, she's down in the bad
Whenever I'm discouraged, she knows just what to do
But girl she doesn't know about you.

I can tell her my troubles, she makes them all seem right
I can make up excuses not to hold her at night
We can talk of tomorrow, I'll tell her things that I want to do
But girl how can I tell her about you.

How can I tell her about you
Girl please tell me what to do
Everything seems right whenever I'm with you
So girl won't you tell me how to tell her about you.

How can I tell her I don't miss her whenever I'm away
How can I say it's you I think of every single night and day
But when is it easy telling someone we're through
Ah girl help me tell her about you.

New Semester Begin...

New semester begin this week... yesterday was my first class with UiTM students.... there are only 14 of them, 2 girls and 12 boys... as usual, girls will be the minority in Electrical Engineering class... they look like they are afraid of me... macam biasa la... aku kan muka bengis... huhuhu... and the beginning of this new semester means a beginning of loads and tonnes of works need to be done... huhuhuhu... tu dah semestinye la kan...

Well, teaching English challenge me so much... i need to cope with students who:

• doesn't like English, mmg jenis yg mmg tak minat lgsg, suruh la buat apa pun...
  
• thinks that they are very good in English, mengada ngada la kan, sbb igt diri tu terer sgt
  
• lazy to come to class, sesetghnye yg rasa mcm pandai sgt tu la...
  
• lazy to do their assignments,
  
• come late to class, yg rasa English tu tak penting...
  
• "forgot" to do their assignments, ni kategori malas sbnrnye...
  
• etc...

Being raised up in Malay speaking family makes them feel difficult to converse in English, they say... alasan je tu... mak ayah aku pun cakap Melayu gak kat umah...

Why do i say teaching English challenge me? Read these sentences below first, then you'll know...

• you are always in my liver...
• i alarmed the clock, but i cannot hear the alarm...
• between me and him friend only, not extra than that
• enjoying your eye's breaking it's actually ice-breaking
  
• i want to throw away my shy feel
• have three birds on the tree
• actually, i don't know how to story to you

that is all i can remember now, thanks to Yanie n Sue for sharing... now folks, you know why I say it is challenging to teach English... huhuuhuhu... hope i will found out some other ways to help all these students...

2 Stories in one entry: Story 1: Lucky number 3... Story 2: Kembar tiga dibuang...

STORY 1: Lucky Number 3...

ni dia kisah 3 ekor cicak yg terperangkap atas perangkap lalat... umah aku mmg banyak cicak... nak sekolahkan mereka ni terlalu bnyk... tak larat aku... tu pasal diaorg berak merata... aku sbnrnye geli dgn menatang alah ni... ma yg bubuh perangkap ni sebab geram diaorg berak merata kat dapur umah, kat dalam bilik, bilik air... semua tmpat dia berakkan... aku rasa cam puas ati bila 3 ekor dah mampos dikerjakan oleh pelekat tu... wakakakakaakaka ni dia mayat mereka sebelum di semadikan....

kalau tgk kat gambar ni... aku rasa ada sekor terlepas, sbb ada satu ekor yg putus... eeeeeeee... meremang bulu roma aku... tp nak gak letak gmbr... gmbr ni pun Din yg amik sbb aku geli, tapi nak gak buat entry pasal ni...

STORY 2: Kembar tiga dibuang...

ni alkisah yg kedua... kembar tiga dibuang... bukan anak org tau... aku ada beli ikan pari isnin lepas... so mak aku pun siang la ikan ni nak buat makan masa buke pose... tiba tiba dia nampak ada benda yg bergumpal dalam badan ikan pari tu... lalu di koreknye perut ikan pari tersebut... maka keluar 3 ekor anak ikan pari dr dalam perut ibu si pari td... ni dia gmbrnye...

ni dia kembar 3 yg dah kena buang tu... sekor2 lebih kurang besar kotak mancis je...

Cont... GIGI JARANG...

Yes, aku dah tau sape sebenarnye korang nak cakap yg bergigi jarang tu... aku boleh agak kalau itu yg aku tulis, apa yg korang nak teka... Wahahaha... Kita sama2 evil kan... huhuhu... tapi aku bukan nak cakap pasal Tini sebenarnye... Oppss... Tersebut nama empunya diri lak... jgn marah aku Tini... Aku sebenarnye nak cakap pasal cakap2 org tua2 dulu... Ni cerita berkenaan dgn baby la ni... Berkenaan dgn sikat dan juga gigi jarang... Sama ada ianya benar atau tak, wallahualam...

One of my fren said to me that one of her in laws kata rambut baby jgn disikat... kerana resultnye nanti ialah pada gigi baby tersebut iaitu, gigi baby tersebut akan tumbuh jarang-jarang...

??????

Tu question mark dari aku... soalnye, apa kena mengena sikat rambut dgn gigi yg jarang... adakah kerana sikat tu jarang2 bilahnye so gigi akan jadi jarang jugak? kalau gitu, kalau la guna sikat yg dah tertanggal bilahnye, maknenye gigi baby akan jd rongak la kan??? ada ke bukti yg sahih pada benda2 ni?

Hah, korang boleh jawab???

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DYLA

Juz wanna wish my
DEAR BESTEST FRIEND
a very
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
28 JUNE 2009
May all your wishes come true...
All the best
n
lots of LOVE...

*sorry i"m late for a day, but that doesn't mean i forgot the date dear fren... muah2...

AKHIRNYEEEE

akhirnye.. setelah hampir seminggu blog ini tidak dapat di update kerana window new post yg bengong... akhirnye dia dah tak bengong lagi selepas blackout selama lebih kurang 2 saat...
jap lg aku update ye... TUNGGGUUUUUUUU...

gile... macamana aku nak update blog kalau gini...

Jatuh dan Bangun

"Kita jgn sombong bila kita berada di atas, suatu masa nanti bila kita berada di bawah, kita mungkin perlukan pertolongan dari org2 yg kita sombongi suatu masa dulu. Belajarlah bertimbangrasa kerana kita tidak tahu bila waktunya kita akan perlukan simpati dari org lain"

GIGI JARANG!!!

Korang rasa aku nak cakap pasal apa?/sape?...

Baby Car Seat for Haziq

Last Friday, we bought a baby car seat for Haziq... we searched for this car seat for a week at Parkson Baby Fair... kat ECM takde, sold out, kat Megamall pun takde, sold out... maklum le, dah rege turun kan, ramai la yg membeli... at last, we went to kedai "anak lelaki Park" at Kuantan Plaza dgn harapan ada la baby car seat tu kat sana... and alhamdulillah there were two more baby car seat there... satu color pink dan satu lagi yg ni...
ni gambo Haziq dalam car seatnye...

IRONIC CRASH

this pic is taken from thosefunnypictures.com... very ironic...

It's Kawen Kawen Time

FIRST WEDDING STORY...

sebab temanye hijau, so aku guna la font kaler hijau... ni first wedding yg aku attend sepanjang musim cuti sekolah ni...
this is the bride... kat belakang tu mak andamnye... you look gorgeous dear cousin...
on the way to the groom... sila perhatikan pengiring berbaju hitam putih di belakang... hehehe aku le tu...
kelepak kelepung kelepak kelepung.... hah... ni dia pengantin lelaki nye...
raja sehari di singgahsana yg terhias indah.... huhuhu... chanteknyeeee...
upacara tabur gula gula dan duit syiling... hah, kutip dik jgn tak kutip... eh... mana adik2nye??? dok napok dale ni, dok nunduk kutip gula2 le... huhuhu... CONGRATULATIONS DEAR COUSIN... semoga berbahagia ke akhir hayat...

*************************************************************************************

2nd WEDDING STORY...

yg ni plak temanye merah putih... cuma malam nikah mereka mengenakan pakaian berona peach... ewah... skema tak aku... ni my sis wedding...

the bride... sesudah bergelar isteri...

the groom... ni sebelum dapat title suami...yg ni setelah bergelar suami isteri... tapi masih malu2... ahaks...tinggi benor ngangkat tgn cik abang tu oii... yg berkopiah putih tersebut adalah wali hakim yg menikahkan kedua pasangan pengatin... org yg sama menikah kan daku last year and org yg sama menikahkan bondaku about 36 years ago... huhuhu... tabik kat Pok Man...

seperti biasa aku mesti enter frame kan... ahaks... disinlah tempat aku duduk dari start majlis sampai nak balik... anakanda tido... takleh la aku amik pose2 menarik pengantin dan sume yg ada...

gambar pengantin bersama adik peradik pompuan... kami bertiga je pompuan... sepatutnye ada dua lagi ipar masuk dalam gambar ni, tapi diaorg takleh cuti, so takde la gambar mereka... nazhan n haziq pompuan ke???ni adik beradik lelaki...aku mmg suka enter frame... ahaks2... jadi pengapit you... nak buat cemana, pengapit terjun... hehehespecial pose from the bride and groom...hah... ni adik bongsu pompuan pengantin... gile rock lu beb dtg kenduri pakai jeans... huhuhu... nak buat cemana dah lambat tiba... kira ikut tema la tu kan...

SEMOGA BERBAHAGIA SELAMANYA...
all the best for your future undertakings...

Anniversary N B'day celebration

Last Saturday we celebrated our first wedding anniversary... lambat dah la celebrationnye... sebiji kek yg saaaangaaat sedap telah aku beli.... hehehehe
happy anniversary, happy anniversary, happy anniversary Din and Intan.... happy anniversary...
kikikik... pinjam tune lagu happy birthday... boleh???
sebenarnye kami pun menumpang birthday Fifi Afifah punya celebration... hehehe... ni dia si chumell ni... hah, tiup kak pah jgn tak tiup... fuuuuhhh...

Our 1st Wedding Anniversary

HAPPY 1st ANNIVERSARY

May our love become stonger day by day...

Nappy Change Room at ECM

Juz wanna share sumtin with all my blog reader... ari tu aku jenjalan kat Parkson East Coast Mall... then tetiba aku found out that our lil one need to change his diapers... and tetiba gak aku teringat Pn Hasni Suhana pernah bagitau aku kat ECM ada nappy change room... so aku pun meninjau la kat mana bilik yg di maksudkan... terjumpa je aku dgn bilik tu tiba2 rasa teruja je melihatkan bilik tu dgn warna2 yg sgt menarik hati dan setting yg sgt mengujakan... betul ke ayat aku ni??? kira betul la ye... lalu kami pun beriya iya lah berposing dalam bilik yg sgt cantik itu... ini antara gambarnye...

gambar yg mula2 mestilah gambar kami bertiga... huhuhu...
ada 2 bilik untuk breast feeding or bottle feeding... menarik kan...
ni dia model kenit untuk nappy change room ni... hehehehe
ni tempat tukar diapers... lengkap dgn nappy changer n bedak dari Anakku...
sinki yg sgt colorful dan menarik pandangan mata... kat tepi sinki ni ada tempat untuk bancuh susu... siap dgn termos dan air sekali... very convinient...
Haziq suka la tempat ni mummy...

Tinggi& Berat Haziq after 31 days

Ni dia rekod yg mula2 di ambil kat klinik bersalin... this is the correct record la...
DOB: 18 March 2009
Weight: 2.8 kg
Height: 49cm
Time: 8.55 am

Yg ni pulak record kat HTAA...
nama ku ter'miss' huruf 'O'...
time 3.30pm tu mungkin time Haziq warded...
no IC tu no IC suamiku tercinta...
Weight: 2.906... ni berat dia sehari sebelum kuar ward...
Tarikh kuar ward: 17.4.2009...
31 hari my baby boy being warded...
berat pun tak naik banyak coz masa dalam ward berat Haziq turun cecah 2.6kg plus minus la...
Now, alhamdullillah, berat Haziq dah naik perlahan2... kalau ikut due date yg sebenar Haziq sepatutnya lahir on 9.4.2009... kira kiranye aku deliver 3 mgu awal... walaupun Haziq kena warded sebulan, alhamdulillah akhirnya discharged dan sihat...

TQ...

Di kesempatan yang ada ini... acesss... macam nak buat ucapan raya plak... entry ni tuk ucapkan terima kasih kat semua yg selalu bagi semangat pada kami sepanjang Haziq ada kat hospital sampai la sekarang... terima kasih jugak pada semua present yang sampai untuk Haziq ...

To Dayah, walaupun berada di kejauhan tetap sampai jugak hadiah dari US... jauh tu kawan... thanx a lot... Pada yang lain2 jugak terima kasih atas pemberian korang... WE love u all...

Haziq's finally home...

I wanna post a few pics of Haziq for this entry... see the difference...

This is Haziq today... 10th of May 2009...

This is Haziq when i get to accompany him at SCN...

This is him at home...

This one too...

and this is a pic of him a few minutes after he was born... banyak perbezaan kan...

Day 31....

Today, 17th April 2009... Day 31 Haziq at the hospital... last tuesday haziq kena transfer ke SCN (Special Care Nursery)... keadaan dah makin ok.... Hari Rabu aku start jaga Haziq kat SCN... lega rasa hati bila tgk Haziq ada kat sebelah... yg tak leganya bile memikirkan bila agaknye Haziq boleh discharged...

Khamis - doc bgtau mgkn beberapa hari lagi baru boleh kuar... beberapa hari??? berapa hari la agaknye tu...

Jumaat - pagi tu aku bgn dgn harapan doc akan cakap boleh discharged today... tapi HAMPA harapan aku di pagi jumaat...

Tghari Jumaat - doc dtg lagi cek up on Haziq... aku tanya bila boleh discharged? jawab Doc yg bernama Syazwan tu: "Kita tgk weekend ni..."

Weekend? maksudnye sabtu or ahad la kan... once again aku berdoa supaya esok dah boleh discharged...

Petang Jumaat lagi - tiba2 beberapa org docs diketuai oleh Doc Hanafi dtg secara beramai ramai... dah kenapa pulak dah ni??? Doc Hanafi cek Haziq lagi sekali... bebel2 sikit (cakap2) pastu bagitau aku... "kita nak bagi balik ni..."

aku dgn hati yg berbunga2 tanya semula...
"bila? sekarang ke?" over reacted tak aku...

"ye la, hari ni..."

Alhamdulillah, hoorray, yeay semua ada dalam kepala aku... sampai terkeluar la airmata dek kerana happy sesangat... tapi not in front the doctors la...

kesimpulannya, Haziq now is back in our hands... Yeay... terima kasih atas support dan doa kalian semua... see ya...

Haris Haziq

Din and I just got back from the GH... when i arrived at NICU this evening i'm quite shock to see that Haziq was not in his bed... i opened the door searching for Haziq... Fuhhh.. Lega... dia dok dalam ventilator bukan inkubator ye rupenye... aku tanya cik misi, Nape dah tukar tempat ek? cik misi jawab Sebab dia dah makin ok.. kuman dalam darah pun dah takde, lagi 2,3 hari doc nak cek semula la... mendengarkan jawapan tu buat kami rasa lega... Alhamdulillah... last few days aku ada gak tanya misi bila agaknya Haziq boleh discharge... kata misi tu dia tak pasti, mungkin sebulan lagi ke... kata misi tu lagi kalau ikut history Haziq masa mula2 warded hari tu mgkin lama lagi Haziq kat sana... cerita pasal baby2 yg ada kat NICU ni buat aku sikit sebanyak rasa lega... ada lagi rupanye baby yg mmg dah lama dok kat ward tu... ada yg masuk dari first day lahir sampai dah umur 4 bulan... ada yg dah dekat setahun dok kat ward tu... we just hope that Haziq will be discharged soon... ada gak kami curi2 amik gambar Haziq kat ward... kalau misi nampak mati le... lain kali le aku upload... tak cukup gadget...

THE END...

Hello!!!

Hi people!!! This is Haris Haziq... ini baru ada can nak upload gambar baby Haziq... Alhamdulillah Haziq dah semakin sihat... tiub O2 kat mulut dah cabut... tp still guna O2 la, cuma tiub tu tukar kat hidung... better la.. Haziq ni dah semakin aktif dah... asyik gerak2 sampai tiub O2 tu terkeluar dari hidung... Haziq pun dah boleh minum susu banyak, 40ml... Alhamdulillah... semalam aku dok jeling kat report misi... berat Haziq turun sikit la... ye la kan, sekarang ni je baru boleh minum... result air tulang belakang tu, kalau ikut apa yang cik misi kata, negative... Alhamdulillah... Hopefully Haziq boleh cepat2 discharge...

Kau buat kami berdebar cik misi!!!

Baru jap tadi aku dgn Din pegi NICU... semalam misi kata doc nak jumpa... nak cakap sumtin... dari semalam lah kami dok pikir apa la agaknye doc nak cakap... so hari ni lebih kurang pukul 3 kami sampai kat NICU... sementara tgu doc sampai kami dok tgu kat katil Haziq... Dia nampak dah aktif skit dari sebelumnye... semalam pun Haziq asyik dok cabut sensor kat dada... hari ni sensor tu dah takde... semalam pun dah banyak tiub yg dah bukak... hari ni tak bnyk dah la wayar2 yg berselirat kat badan Haziq... he looks better today... quite a relief for us... tp tiub oksigen still belum cabut...

Tiba2, cik misi datang dan letak satu borang atas file Haziq... tajuk borang tu... "KEBENARAN PEMBEDAHAN"... Aku n Din berbalas pandangan... masing2 berdebar... lembik lutut rasanye... dari aku senyum tengok Haziq gerak2 terus aku jadi masam mencatuk... dalam hati ni dah pikir macam2... and came the female doc... namanye... if i'm not mistaken Dr Idiati... aku tak sabar nak tau apa kena mengena borang kebenaran pembedahan tu dgn Haziq... she explained about Haziq's condition... katanye paru2 Haziq mmg ada jangkitan kuman... keadaan paru2 dia masih tak berapa ok lagi... tekanan darah dah ok, cuma ada sikit lagi saki baki kuman yg tinggal... so, treatment masih lagi diberikan...

now, the borang part... doc bagitau yg darah dan paru2 Haziq mmg ada jangkitan kuman, dan dia nak cek pulak kot2 kuman berjangkit sampai ke otak... sekali lagi aku rasa berdebar... then the doc explained yg dia nak mintak kebenaran utk amik air tulang belakang Haziq utk cek samada ada jangkitan kuman atau tak pada otak... so, surat kebenaran pembedahan tu sebenarnye bukanlah surat kebenaran pembedahan, cuma surat kebenaran untuk amik air tulang belakang a few drops... ces la cik misi ni, bikin hati resah je... agak berat jugak sebenarnye kami nak sign the form... but for Haziq's better health, kami sign jugak... hopefully the result will make us feel better... mgkin lepas tau result dari air tulang belakang tu Haziq akan cepat keluar dari wad... according tu the doc, kalau takde apa2, mgkin mereka dgn senang hatinye hentikan ubat2 yg Haziq terima... mgkn blh stop all the given medicine as soon as they can... tak sampai hati dah rasanye tgk keadaan Haziq... dah kurus... tapi alhamdulillah Haziq semakin pulih...

Alhamdulillah...

Today is the 8th day Haziq at NICU... The nurse called this morning asking for milk... she said that Haziq is free from fasting today... there's only little milk for him but it is such a relief to hear the news... Haziq can't drink anything before... the only milk that he had was on the first day he was born... and a few drops of air zam zam... when we saw him this afternoon, he was a little bit active than yesterday... he opened his eyes and cried... the tube from his right hand is already removed... the nurse said that his condition is still the same... from what we see he's getting better than before... the nurse also said that Haziq will be transfered to another room today... we will be going to the hospital tonite... we just hope that there will be enough milk for Haziq tonite...

For everyone who gives us support... we thank you... May Allah bless you for your prayers... TQ all...

HAZIQ

Last nite we went to NICU to see Haziq... He's still weak... they had removed the cover of his eyes... the doc said that he is still in critical condition... he did'nt move a lot last nite... i waited till i saw him moved... that was a relief to me... and what make us smiled yesterday was when he opened his eyes... but he seems so weak... doc said that they had given him antibiotics and 'darah kuning'... they also said that they will transfer red blood cell last nite... hope that he'll get better today...

WORRYING HAZIQ...

This morning, we received a phone call from NICU ward... the nurse said that the doc wants to see us... it's such a panic receiving calls from the hospital... we arrived at NICU around 8am and we had to wait for the doc to finish their meeting... we managed to met the male doc around 9 am... I was shocked to see Haziq's turn very pale... unlike yesterday, he looks fine to us... and the doc's explanation makes us feel even more uncomfortable and nervous... he said that they had to 'tebuk' Haziq's body coz his lung 'bocor'... they had to 'tebuk' on his right body to let the air from his lung out last nite... it's really sad to see our little baby in such condition... we can't even touched him... his eyes is covered and the nurse said that Haziq can't be touched or listen to loud noise coz he really needs to rest... he did moved and cried but we can't hear the crying coz they put something in his mouth so that his voice won't come out...

There's nothing that we can do now except praying that he'll be fine soon... If there were a phone call from the hospital we really hope that it would be good news...

We can't wait to see him getting better soon... I can't wait to see him open his eyes...

HOPE HE'LL BE FINE SOON...

It's a very hard week for me and Din and also our family...

It's already the 5th day since i gave birth to Haris Haziq... but unfortunately, we still can't bring him back home... He's now warded at HTAA for the failure of his lung to function properly... they (the docs) say that it is because of the pre mature lung... Haziq was born at 37th week of pregnancy... I did feel that I will give birth earlier than the due date, but I didn't expect that it would be as early as it was...

To all my blog readers, I really hope that you can pray for Haziq so that we can bring him home as early as we can... We thank you all for your prayers...

* I really want to upload his pic here, but I can't find the gadget... will upload Haziq's photo soon...

IT'S ALREADY 4 YEARS NOW...

13 MARCH 2005 -13 MARCH 2009

It's already 4 years now since Abah passed away...
Al- Fatihah...

GOSSIP GIRLS!!!

This entry has nothing to do with any gossips... I will not tell any gossips here... juz want to write on gossips that people like to tell (sumtimes i do the same too... hehehe) Gossips or in other words mengumpat or telling people about other people's story is a sin... I think everyone knows that... whether the story is true or not, it is still a sin... but why are we still gossiping?

Sometimes, I myself am tired of all the gossips... but how can we stop them? How can we stop ourself from gossiping and talking about other people... Sometimes, we don't wanna hear or talk about anyone or anything, but then there will always be someone who will start the mood of gossiping... sometimes we (I myself) ourselves started it...

People say sharing is caring...

But I don't think that sharing stories about other people is caring... sometimes I think that people who likes to gossip so much (as if they would die tragiccally if they don't gossip in one day) is just getting themselves into trouble... or even worse, they get other people into trouble because of what they are gossiping... TRAGIC!!!

I can't deny that as a normal human being, we need to hear stories... but why not if we change the attitude of telling the bad story to a nice one... stories of happiness, joy and laughter maybe... that is more worth it i think... well, that's all folks... see ya in the next entry

Apa punya Abg Daaaa...

Last week, i had a conversation with my brother through sms... Earlier, i had a conversation through a phone call with him... masa fon call tu aku mintak la dia tolong suggest kan nama for my baby... i told him that my baby is a boy, so i want sugesstions from him... later, he sms me...

Bro : Dik, memandangkan Din nama depan dia bermula huruf N... maka nama anak ko aku cadangkan Muhammad Nazrien Hakimi... biar dia klik dgn Nazhan... (nama Nazhan ialah Muhammad Nazhan Hakim)

Aku yg agak terkejut reply:

Me : Apa lak, sejak bila lak nama Din mula dgn huruf N?
Bro : Ye ke, aku tak igt daaa... Hantar nama Din biar aku fikir semula... (cover malu)
Me : Nama Din Muhammad Fazidin daa... Apa punya abag ipar da ko ni...
Bro : Apa susah daa... Muhammad Fazrien Hakimi... Cun jugak tu... kalau aku ada anak mmg aku kebas dulu... (dia cakap demikian coz nama dia pun start dgn F)

tu la dia ayat cover line abg aku... dah la salah nama adik ipar...
ntah apa la agaknye dia igt nama Din...

Students' Presentation

These items are from my students' presentation for public speaking... some are quite interesting and some of the presentation are not very satisfying... yg bestnye bila depa present and bagi lak kat kita brg presentation tu...hik hik hik... seronok... hehehehe

This is Towel Lollipop

This is Present Box / Gift Box

This one is made from bottle, beads and ribbon

This is Sparkling Juice (as a gift to a host of a party)

This one is Paper Clip made from Wooden Clothes Pegs

This one is a Heart Shape Flower for Mother's Day

So people, any comments for their (students) efforts?

Quotes

The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. ~Rajneesh

Obsessive Compulsive Disorders (OCD)

Baru jap tadi aku terbaca pasal OCD ni... aku tau serba sikit pasal OCD ni... tapi lepas baca satu artikel ni aku rasa lagi best plak tau lagi bnyk pasal OCD... org yg ada penyakit OCD ni sebenarnya taklah teruk sgt... cuma bagi aku, penyakit ni kadang2 boleh buat org tak senang duduk... aku boleh la dikatakan ada gak penyakit ni (ye kot???)...

ok, sini aku nak copy paste skt apa yg aku baca dari artikel tu... kalau nak tau lebih masuk kat link dia ek...

"Some kids like to wash their hands, but Sarah does it too much. She wants to stop, but her hands just don't feel clean enough and she can't make herself turn off the water. Sometimes she scrubs her hands until they are red and raw. After eating, she feels she has to wash again.

Because she spends so much time washing, Sarah has to rush to get to school on time. At school, she tries not to touch doorknobs or handrails, worrying that if she does she may catch a serious disease. Sometimes, Sarah gets behind in her classwork because she feels that she needs to keep checking it over and over.

During a quiz or test Sarah checks and rechecks every answer and erases anything that isn't perfectly straight or neat. Sometimes she erases so hard it tears the paper, but she can't help it. Sarah gets a bad feeling that if everything isn't exactly right, something terrible may happen. All this worrying, checking, and fixing takes so long that Sarah hardly ever finishes the test before time is up. So even though she knows the work, she often gets an incomplete mark or even fails.

Sarah tries so hard to hide her habits. She worries that she might be going crazy or that people would think she's weird if they knew what she was doing. Sarah knows that the time she spends washing and checking could be spent having fun with friends or doing her schoolwork, but she can't seem to stop herself. That's because Sarah has obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)."

Ha... tu dia cth org yg ada OCD... adakah anda salah seorang penghidap OCD? ada skit lagi contoh ni...

"With OCD, someone may have obsessions about:

- germs or dirt
- illness or injury (involving the person or someone else)
- coming across unlucky numbers or words
- things being even or straight
- things being perfect or just right in a certain way
- making mistakes or not being sure
- doing or thinking something bad "

and one more...

"Here are some OCD compulsions:
- lots of hand washing or showering (doing this way more than usual or having a hard time stopping)
- counting (like having to count 25 white cars before going into school)
- touching (like touching every single fence post between home and the bus stop)
- checking things over and over (such as doors, locks, or stoves)
- doing things a certain number of times (like having to try on five dresses before leaving your room)
- arranging things in a very particular or neat way
- asking the same question over and over
- tying and retying shoes over and over until they feel just right
- re-reading, erasing, and re-writing"

hmmm.. i think the above explanation make things clearer kan... timbul lak persoalan, camane org boleh dapat OCD ni??? menurut artikel tersebut, macamana OCD ni blh datang belum lagi diketahui punca asalnya... cuma ada beberapa perkara yg boleh disangkut paut dgn OCD ni... pertamanya, org yg menghidap OCD ni biasanya dalam family dia mesti ada gak yg menghidap OCD... maknenye bukan dia sensorang je la yg suffer benda ni... yg keduanya, ia berkaitan dgn cara otak seseorg tu deal dgn ketidakpastian dan ketakutan... eeee... ngeri gak kan...

aku pun ada sebenarnya OCD ni... aku tak malu pun nak mengaku... sometimes when i touch something, i need all of my fingers to feel it... rasa mcm tak aci je bila satu jari je yg tersentuh sesuatu benda... tu salah satu cth je la... ada lg... malas dah nak cerita... so, discover urself...

Pantai Mak Nik a.k.a Monica Bay

Ini gambar signboard yg aku amik masa gi Kemaman last week... signboard Pantai Teluk Mak Nik atau D' Monica Bay... yg menarik perhatian aku ialah nama pantai tu... Mak Nik = Monica.... make sense jugak kan...

KPTM sunyi...

Suasana KPTM sunyi sehari dua ni... sebabnye, ramai para cikgunya pegi ke Port Dickson... Bukan gi makan angin ye... tapi diaorg pegi ke bengkel moderation untuk kertas soalan final Homegrown Program... yg pergi tu rasanye semua yg buat soklan exam... aku je yg tak termasuk coz maybe sebab aku dah sarat kot... gi moderation ni sebenarnya best... sebab kita ada can untuk jumpa dgn cikgu2 dari branch lain... masa tu jugak kita boleh discuss pasal assessment for students (kalau sempat la)... pastu sambil menyelam minum air... boleh gi jalan2 jugak kalau keje abis cepat(tapi macam takde can je kot kali ni coz sume gi dgn kenderaan kolej)

Rasanye ni bengkel paling lama untuk moderation kot... 4 hari 3 malam... wah.. nampak macam percutian kan... Syok gak tu... nanti diaorg balik boleh la dgr cerita dari bengkel tu... apa isi kandungannye...

I've been tagged by Kak Lieyn

Cik Pah, tag ko nanti aku jawab ek... belum lagi ada gambar yg nak di upload... ni aku jaab tag Kak Lieyn dulu...

Here are the rules -post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours. Tag 5 people to do the same thing. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- not that i know...

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- last Saturday

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- not really

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- blackpepper chicken or beef

5. DO YOU HAVE KID/S?
-coming out soon

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Osh Kosh Bgosh.. i'm nice you know.. wahahaha

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- yup.. to those yg suka nak show off or mengada2 or rude

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- nope

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- would like too.. eventhough i'm afraid of heights

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- i like almost all brands/types

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- most of the time no...

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- walls moo/ any ice cream with vanilla flavour

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their facial expression

14. RED OR PINK?
- pink

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i'm a sensitive person.. sumtimes i get too emotional..

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
- my childhood

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- yup

18. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- black pants and no shoes

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Sue's voice..

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- Blue

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- rumput yg baru dipotong.. or after the rain

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- Sue..

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup..

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- Badminton, gimrama, gimnastik artistik, swimming...

25. HAIR COLOUR?
- Black

26. EYE COLOUR?
- Dark Brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- purposely yes.. i once wore hazel contacts..

28. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- My mom's cooking...

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- Both

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-Can't remember

31. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- i'm wearing a black blouse rite now

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- don't have the chance to xperience these kind of weather yet...

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Both

34. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- Puding susu

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to a non-stupid question

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-to a stupid question la...

37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- now? none...

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- don't have any

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- The adventures of Merlin...

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- Sea breeze, water jump... hahaha waterfall..

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- Beatles

42. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- Perak

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- not that i know..

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- HTAA

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- aku rasa dah ramai kena tag... so yg belum kena lagi sila lah jwb ek... adios...

Entry ni bukan jawapan kepada TAG oleh Cik Pah

Mimpi lagi....
last nite aku mimpi lagi... apa yg aku perasan pasal mimpi aku sekarang ni ialah, aku kerap mimpikan org2 yg aku jumpa, telepon atau objek2 dalam TV yg aku tgk pada siang harinya... contohnya malam tadi... pada siangnya aku ada department meeting... so dalam meeting tu almost all members ada la kecuali Sue, Tini, Ustazah Saloma n Ustaz Maliki... so guess who enter frame dalam mimpi aku...

Kak Asz... jeng jeng jeng... haaa, lepas tu aku ada call abg aku semalam... so dia turut jadi org yg enter frame dalam mimpi aku tu... pastu aku igt pagi tu aku ada sebut pasal pegi daki gunung kat Cameron Highlands naik bas kunyit...

So, venue mimpi aku tu kat CH, watak2 yg wujud antaranya Kak Asz dgn Abg Jang, dan isi mimpi tu, salah satunya aku ckp kat Kak Asz "Jom la kita gi bdr CH... kang lambat kedai tutup... saya nak beli teh strawberry... kat bawah sana takde jual... nanti kedai tutup..." wahahaha...

Aku pernah terbaca kalau org tu selalu mimpi, dan lepas tu dia igt mimpi dia, dia tu org bijak... hehehehe... Sejauh mana kebenarannye... Carilah sendiri...

Angan2...

Ok ye Cik Pah... entry aku kali ni takde gambar untuk selingan... aku percaya semua org pernah berangan... samaada angan2 tu macam angan2 mat jenin atau tak, semua org pernah berangan...

Masa kecik2 dulu, aku suka tgk cerita kartun... nak2 cerita fairy tales... Snow White, Hensel and Gretel, Cinderella, Pinnochio, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel dan banyak lagi la... so, one of my dreams is to become one of the characters in the fairy tales... dah tentu lah karakter yg cantik dan lawa macam Cinderella kan... Aku selalu je berangan nak pakai baju kembang2 macam princess dalam kartun... kalau aku dpt skirt kembang aku mesti pusing2 sampai skirt tu terangkat... pastu rasa macam princess la... aku selalu gak paksa adik2 aku menari dgn aku seolah olah aku pergi ke ball... Perasan kan... Ngeeeee... apa2 pun tu masa zaman dulu2... tapi sampai sekarang pun aku akan tgk lagi fairy tales dan jugak cartoons... aku masih suka tgk DVD Barbie... Syok woooo... tapi takde dah la angan2 nak jadi macam barbie tu... Kalau ada tayangan filem barbie tu aku mesti tgu depan TV punye... tak blh miss beb... my fav... walaupun aku dah tgk banyak kali... huhuhuhu...

Sekarang ni pun aku suka gak berangan... JayJay kata "berangan tak salah, asalkan tau bertempat..." so, angan aku tu bertempat la... aku berangan gak yg satu hari nanti aku ada rumah sendiri... boleh renovate umah tu cantik2... kalau masa kecik2 dulu aku selalu cakap kat mak aku "nanti kita buat swimming pool kat umah kita ye"... tapi takde la sampai aku nak buat swimming pool kat umah aku tu nanti... cukupla sekadar saujana mata memandang... ewaaahhhh... sebenarnye angan2 tu lebih kepada cita2 atau impian aku satu hari nanti... bukan angan kosong la ye kwn2... aku jugak berangan nak buat bisnes sendiri... tapi belum lagi boleh decide nak buat bisnes apa... hmmm... harap2 one day semua anganan aku tu jadi kenyataan kan... Amin...

Org Putih tu apa?

Ni ada satu conversation antara abg aku dgn anak dia...

Nazhan: Pa, tu apa?
Papa : Tu lembu. Dalam bahasa org putih cow... Bahasa Melayu org panggil lembu...
Nazhan: Oooo... apa Pa?
Papa: Lembu tu Bahasa Melayu, cow tu bahasa org putih...
Nazhan: Ooooo... Org putih tu apa Pa?
Papa: ????? (puas pikir macamana dia nak jawab soklan tu)

Susah jugak kan kekadang nak jawab soklan budak2 ni...