Day 31....

Today, 17th April 2009... Day 31 Haziq at the hospital... last tuesday haziq kena transfer ke SCN (Special Care Nursery)... keadaan dah makin ok.... Hari Rabu aku start jaga Haziq kat SCN... lega rasa hati bila tgk Haziq ada kat sebelah... yg tak leganya bile memikirkan bila agaknye Haziq boleh discharged...

Khamis - doc bgtau mgkn beberapa hari lagi baru boleh kuar... beberapa hari??? berapa hari la agaknye tu...

Jumaat - pagi tu aku bgn dgn harapan doc akan cakap boleh discharged today... tapi HAMPA harapan aku di pagi jumaat...

Tghari Jumaat - doc dtg lagi cek up on Haziq... aku tanya bila boleh discharged? jawab Doc yg bernama Syazwan tu: "Kita tgk weekend ni..."

Weekend? maksudnye sabtu or ahad la kan... once again aku berdoa supaya esok dah boleh discharged...

Petang Jumaat lagi - tiba2 beberapa org docs diketuai oleh Doc Hanafi dtg secara beramai ramai... dah kenapa pulak dah ni??? Doc Hanafi cek Haziq lagi sekali... bebel2 sikit (cakap2) pastu bagitau aku... "kita nak bagi balik ni..."

aku dgn hati yg berbunga2 tanya semula...
"bila? sekarang ke?" over reacted tak aku...

"ye la, hari ni..."

Alhamdulillah, hoorray, yeay semua ada dalam kepala aku... sampai terkeluar la airmata dek kerana happy sesangat... tapi not in front the doctors la...

kesimpulannya, Haziq now is back in our hands... Yeay... terima kasih atas support dan doa kalian semua... see ya...

Haris Haziq

Din and I just got back from the GH... when i arrived at NICU this evening i'm quite shock to see that Haziq was not in his bed... i opened the door searching for Haziq... Fuhhh.. Lega... dia dok dalam ventilator bukan inkubator ye rupenye... aku tanya cik misi, Nape dah tukar tempat ek? cik misi jawab Sebab dia dah makin ok.. kuman dalam darah pun dah takde, lagi 2,3 hari doc nak cek semula la... mendengarkan jawapan tu buat kami rasa lega... Alhamdulillah... last few days aku ada gak tanya misi bila agaknya Haziq boleh discharge... kata misi tu dia tak pasti, mungkin sebulan lagi ke... kata misi tu lagi kalau ikut history Haziq masa mula2 warded hari tu mgkin lama lagi Haziq kat sana... cerita pasal baby2 yg ada kat NICU ni buat aku sikit sebanyak rasa lega... ada lagi rupanye baby yg mmg dah lama dok kat ward tu... ada yg masuk dari first day lahir sampai dah umur 4 bulan... ada yg dah dekat setahun dok kat ward tu... we just hope that Haziq will be discharged soon... ada gak kami curi2 amik gambar Haziq kat ward... kalau misi nampak mati le... lain kali le aku upload... tak cukup gadget...

THE END...

Hello!!!

Hi people!!! This is Haris Haziq... ini baru ada can nak upload gambar baby Haziq... Alhamdulillah Haziq dah semakin sihat... tiub O2 kat mulut dah cabut... tp still guna O2 la, cuma tiub tu tukar kat hidung... better la.. Haziq ni dah semakin aktif dah... asyik gerak2 sampai tiub O2 tu terkeluar dari hidung... Haziq pun dah boleh minum susu banyak, 40ml... Alhamdulillah... semalam aku dok jeling kat report misi... berat Haziq turun sikit la... ye la kan, sekarang ni je baru boleh minum... result air tulang belakang tu, kalau ikut apa yang cik misi kata, negative... Alhamdulillah... Hopefully Haziq boleh cepat2 discharge...

Kau buat kami berdebar cik misi!!!

Baru jap tadi aku dgn Din pegi NICU... semalam misi kata doc nak jumpa... nak cakap sumtin... dari semalam lah kami dok pikir apa la agaknye doc nak cakap... so hari ni lebih kurang pukul 3 kami sampai kat NICU... sementara tgu doc sampai kami dok tgu kat katil Haziq... Dia nampak dah aktif skit dari sebelumnye... semalam pun Haziq asyik dok cabut sensor kat dada... hari ni sensor tu dah takde... semalam pun dah banyak tiub yg dah bukak... hari ni tak bnyk dah la wayar2 yg berselirat kat badan Haziq... he looks better today... quite a relief for us... tp tiub oksigen still belum cabut...

Tiba2, cik misi datang dan letak satu borang atas file Haziq... tajuk borang tu... "KEBENARAN PEMBEDAHAN"... Aku n Din berbalas pandangan... masing2 berdebar... lembik lutut rasanye... dari aku senyum tengok Haziq gerak2 terus aku jadi masam mencatuk... dalam hati ni dah pikir macam2... and came the female doc... namanye... if i'm not mistaken Dr Idiati... aku tak sabar nak tau apa kena mengena borang kebenaran pembedahan tu dgn Haziq... she explained about Haziq's condition... katanye paru2 Haziq mmg ada jangkitan kuman... keadaan paru2 dia masih tak berapa ok lagi... tekanan darah dah ok, cuma ada sikit lagi saki baki kuman yg tinggal... so, treatment masih lagi diberikan...

now, the borang part... doc bagitau yg darah dan paru2 Haziq mmg ada jangkitan kuman, dan dia nak cek pulak kot2 kuman berjangkit sampai ke otak... sekali lagi aku rasa berdebar... then the doc explained yg dia nak mintak kebenaran utk amik air tulang belakang Haziq utk cek samada ada jangkitan kuman atau tak pada otak... so, surat kebenaran pembedahan tu sebenarnye bukanlah surat kebenaran pembedahan, cuma surat kebenaran untuk amik air tulang belakang a few drops... ces la cik misi ni, bikin hati resah je... agak berat jugak sebenarnye kami nak sign the form... but for Haziq's better health, kami sign jugak... hopefully the result will make us feel better... mgkin lepas tau result dari air tulang belakang tu Haziq akan cepat keluar dari wad... according tu the doc, kalau takde apa2, mgkin mereka dgn senang hatinye hentikan ubat2 yg Haziq terima... mgkn blh stop all the given medicine as soon as they can... tak sampai hati dah rasanye tgk keadaan Haziq... dah kurus... tapi alhamdulillah Haziq semakin pulih...

Alhamdulillah...

Today is the 8th day Haziq at NICU... The nurse called this morning asking for milk... she said that Haziq is free from fasting today... there's only little milk for him but it is such a relief to hear the news... Haziq can't drink anything before... the only milk that he had was on the first day he was born... and a few drops of air zam zam... when we saw him this afternoon, he was a little bit active than yesterday... he opened his eyes and cried... the tube from his right hand is already removed... the nurse said that his condition is still the same... from what we see he's getting better than before... the nurse also said that Haziq will be transfered to another room today... we will be going to the hospital tonite... we just hope that there will be enough milk for Haziq tonite...

For everyone who gives us support... we thank you... May Allah bless you for your prayers... TQ all...

HAZIQ

Last nite we went to NICU to see Haziq... He's still weak... they had removed the cover of his eyes... the doc said that he is still in critical condition... he did'nt move a lot last nite... i waited till i saw him moved... that was a relief to me... and what make us smiled yesterday was when he opened his eyes... but he seems so weak... doc said that they had given him antibiotics and 'darah kuning'... they also said that they will transfer red blood cell last nite... hope that he'll get better today...

WORRYING HAZIQ...

This morning, we received a phone call from NICU ward... the nurse said that the doc wants to see us... it's such a panic receiving calls from the hospital... we arrived at NICU around 8am and we had to wait for the doc to finish their meeting... we managed to met the male doc around 9 am... I was shocked to see Haziq's turn very pale... unlike yesterday, he looks fine to us... and the doc's explanation makes us feel even more uncomfortable and nervous... he said that they had to 'tebuk' Haziq's body coz his lung 'bocor'... they had to 'tebuk' on his right body to let the air from his lung out last nite... it's really sad to see our little baby in such condition... we can't even touched him... his eyes is covered and the nurse said that Haziq can't be touched or listen to loud noise coz he really needs to rest... he did moved and cried but we can't hear the crying coz they put something in his mouth so that his voice won't come out...

There's nothing that we can do now except praying that he'll be fine soon... If there were a phone call from the hospital we really hope that it would be good news...

We can't wait to see him getting better soon... I can't wait to see him open his eyes...

HOPE HE'LL BE FINE SOON...

It's a very hard week for me and Din and also our family...

It's already the 5th day since i gave birth to Haris Haziq... but unfortunately, we still can't bring him back home... He's now warded at HTAA for the failure of his lung to function properly... they (the docs) say that it is because of the pre mature lung... Haziq was born at 37th week of pregnancy... I did feel that I will give birth earlier than the due date, but I didn't expect that it would be as early as it was...

To all my blog readers, I really hope that you can pray for Haziq so that we can bring him home as early as we can... We thank you all for your prayers...

* I really want to upload his pic here, but I can't find the gadget... will upload Haziq's photo soon...

IT'S ALREADY 4 YEARS NOW...

13 MARCH 2005 -13 MARCH 2009

It's already 4 years now since Abah passed away...
Al- Fatihah...

GOSSIP GIRLS!!!

This entry has nothing to do with any gossips... I will not tell any gossips here... juz want to write on gossips that people like to tell (sumtimes i do the same too... hehehe) Gossips or in other words mengumpat or telling people about other people's story is a sin... I think everyone knows that... whether the story is true or not, it is still a sin... but why are we still gossiping?

Sometimes, I myself am tired of all the gossips... but how can we stop them? How can we stop ourself from gossiping and talking about other people... Sometimes, we don't wanna hear or talk about anyone or anything, but then there will always be someone who will start the mood of gossiping... sometimes we (I myself) ourselves started it...

People say sharing is caring...

But I don't think that sharing stories about other people is caring... sometimes I think that people who likes to gossip so much (as if they would die tragiccally if they don't gossip in one day) is just getting themselves into trouble... or even worse, they get other people into trouble because of what they are gossiping... TRAGIC!!!

I can't deny that as a normal human being, we need to hear stories... but why not if we change the attitude of telling the bad story to a nice one... stories of happiness, joy and laughter maybe... that is more worth it i think... well, that's all folks... see ya in the next entry

Apa punya Abg Daaaa...

Last week, i had a conversation with my brother through sms... Earlier, i had a conversation through a phone call with him... masa fon call tu aku mintak la dia tolong suggest kan nama for my baby... i told him that my baby is a boy, so i want sugesstions from him... later, he sms me...

Bro : Dik, memandangkan Din nama depan dia bermula huruf N... maka nama anak ko aku cadangkan Muhammad Nazrien Hakimi... biar dia klik dgn Nazhan... (nama Nazhan ialah Muhammad Nazhan Hakim)

Aku yg agak terkejut reply:

Me : Apa lak, sejak bila lak nama Din mula dgn huruf N?
Bro : Ye ke, aku tak igt daaa... Hantar nama Din biar aku fikir semula... (cover malu)
Me : Nama Din Muhammad Fazidin daa... Apa punya abag ipar da ko ni...
Bro : Apa susah daa... Muhammad Fazrien Hakimi... Cun jugak tu... kalau aku ada anak mmg aku kebas dulu... (dia cakap demikian coz nama dia pun start dgn F)

tu la dia ayat cover line abg aku... dah la salah nama adik ipar...
ntah apa la agaknye dia igt nama Din...

Students' Presentation

These items are from my students' presentation for public speaking... some are quite interesting and some of the presentation are not very satisfying... yg bestnye bila depa present and bagi lak kat kita brg presentation tu...hik hik hik... seronok... hehehehe

This is Towel Lollipop

This is Present Box / Gift Box

This one is made from bottle, beads and ribbon

This is Sparkling Juice (as a gift to a host of a party)

This one is Paper Clip made from Wooden Clothes Pegs

This one is a Heart Shape Flower for Mother's Day

So people, any comments for their (students) efforts?

Quotes

The moment a child is born, the mother is also born. She never existed before. The woman existed, but the mother, never. A mother is something absolutely new. ~Rajneesh

Obsessive Compulsive Disorders (OCD)

Baru jap tadi aku terbaca pasal OCD ni... aku tau serba sikit pasal OCD ni... tapi lepas baca satu artikel ni aku rasa lagi best plak tau lagi bnyk pasal OCD... org yg ada penyakit OCD ni sebenarnya taklah teruk sgt... cuma bagi aku, penyakit ni kadang2 boleh buat org tak senang duduk... aku boleh la dikatakan ada gak penyakit ni (ye kot???)...

ok, sini aku nak copy paste skt apa yg aku baca dari artikel tu... kalau nak tau lebih masuk kat link dia ek...

"Some kids like to wash their hands, but Sarah does it too much. She wants to stop, but her hands just don't feel clean enough and she can't make herself turn off the water. Sometimes she scrubs her hands until they are red and raw. After eating, she feels she has to wash again.

Because she spends so much time washing, Sarah has to rush to get to school on time. At school, she tries not to touch doorknobs or handrails, worrying that if she does she may catch a serious disease. Sometimes, Sarah gets behind in her classwork because she feels that she needs to keep checking it over and over.

During a quiz or test Sarah checks and rechecks every answer and erases anything that isn't perfectly straight or neat. Sometimes she erases so hard it tears the paper, but she can't help it. Sarah gets a bad feeling that if everything isn't exactly right, something terrible may happen. All this worrying, checking, and fixing takes so long that Sarah hardly ever finishes the test before time is up. So even though she knows the work, she often gets an incomplete mark or even fails.

Sarah tries so hard to hide her habits. She worries that she might be going crazy or that people would think she's weird if they knew what she was doing. Sarah knows that the time she spends washing and checking could be spent having fun with friends or doing her schoolwork, but she can't seem to stop herself. That's because Sarah has obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD)."

Ha... tu dia cth org yg ada OCD... adakah anda salah seorang penghidap OCD? ada skit lagi contoh ni...

"With OCD, someone may have obsessions about:

- germs or dirt
- illness or injury (involving the person or someone else)
- coming across unlucky numbers or words
- things being even or straight
- things being perfect or just right in a certain way
- making mistakes or not being sure
- doing or thinking something bad "

and one more...

"Here are some OCD compulsions:
- lots of hand washing or showering (doing this way more than usual or having a hard time stopping)
- counting (like having to count 25 white cars before going into school)
- touching (like touching every single fence post between home and the bus stop)
- checking things over and over (such as doors, locks, or stoves)
- doing things a certain number of times (like having to try on five dresses before leaving your room)
- arranging things in a very particular or neat way
- asking the same question over and over
- tying and retying shoes over and over until they feel just right
- re-reading, erasing, and re-writing"

hmmm.. i think the above explanation make things clearer kan... timbul lak persoalan, camane org boleh dapat OCD ni??? menurut artikel tersebut, macamana OCD ni blh datang belum lagi diketahui punca asalnya... cuma ada beberapa perkara yg boleh disangkut paut dgn OCD ni... pertamanya, org yg menghidap OCD ni biasanya dalam family dia mesti ada gak yg menghidap OCD... maknenye bukan dia sensorang je la yg suffer benda ni... yg keduanya, ia berkaitan dgn cara otak seseorg tu deal dgn ketidakpastian dan ketakutan... eeee... ngeri gak kan...

aku pun ada sebenarnya OCD ni... aku tak malu pun nak mengaku... sometimes when i touch something, i need all of my fingers to feel it... rasa mcm tak aci je bila satu jari je yg tersentuh sesuatu benda... tu salah satu cth je la... ada lg... malas dah nak cerita... so, discover urself...

Pantai Mak Nik a.k.a Monica Bay

Ini gambar signboard yg aku amik masa gi Kemaman last week... signboard Pantai Teluk Mak Nik atau D' Monica Bay... yg menarik perhatian aku ialah nama pantai tu... Mak Nik = Monica.... make sense jugak kan...

KPTM sunyi...

Suasana KPTM sunyi sehari dua ni... sebabnye, ramai para cikgunya pegi ke Port Dickson... Bukan gi makan angin ye... tapi diaorg pegi ke bengkel moderation untuk kertas soalan final Homegrown Program... yg pergi tu rasanye semua yg buat soklan exam... aku je yg tak termasuk coz maybe sebab aku dah sarat kot... gi moderation ni sebenarnya best... sebab kita ada can untuk jumpa dgn cikgu2 dari branch lain... masa tu jugak kita boleh discuss pasal assessment for students (kalau sempat la)... pastu sambil menyelam minum air... boleh gi jalan2 jugak kalau keje abis cepat(tapi macam takde can je kot kali ni coz sume gi dgn kenderaan kolej)

Rasanye ni bengkel paling lama untuk moderation kot... 4 hari 3 malam... wah.. nampak macam percutian kan... Syok gak tu... nanti diaorg balik boleh la dgr cerita dari bengkel tu... apa isi kandungannye...

I've been tagged by Kak Lieyn

Cik Pah, tag ko nanti aku jawab ek... belum lagi ada gambar yg nak di upload... ni aku jaab tag Kak Lieyn dulu...

Here are the rules -post this list on your blog replacing my answers with yours. Tag 5 people to do the same thing. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
- not that i know...

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
- last Saturday

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
- not really

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
- blackpepper chicken or beef

5. DO YOU HAVE KID/S?
-coming out soon

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
- Osh Kosh Bgosh.. i'm nice you know.. wahahaha

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
- yup.. to those yg suka nak show off or mengada2 or rude

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
- nope

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
- would like too.. eventhough i'm afraid of heights

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE CEREAL?
- i like almost all brands/types

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
- most of the time no...

12. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
- walls moo/ any ice cream with vanilla flavour

13. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
- their facial expression

14. RED OR PINK?
- pink

15. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
- i'm a sensitive person.. sumtimes i get too emotional..

16. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
- my childhood

17. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
- yup

18. WHAT COLOUR OF PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
- black pants and no shoes

19. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
- Sue's voice..

20. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
- Blue

21. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
- rumput yg baru dipotong.. or after the rain

22. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
- Sue..

23. DO YOU LIKE THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO YOU?
- yup..

24. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
- Badminton, gimrama, gimnastik artistik, swimming...

25. HAIR COLOUR?
- Black

26. EYE COLOUR?
- Dark Brown

27. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
- purposely yes.. i once wore hazel contacts..

28. FAVOURITE FOOD?
- My mom's cooking...

29. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
- Both

30. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-Can't remember

31. WHAT COLOUR OF SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
- i'm wearing a black blouse rite now

32. SUMMER OR WINTER?
- don't have the chance to xperience these kind of weather yet...

33. HUGS OR KISSES?
- Both

34. FAVOURITE DESSERT?
- Puding susu

35. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
- to a non-stupid question

36. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-to a stupid question la...

37. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
- now? none...

38. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
- don't have any

39. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
- The adventures of Merlin...

40. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
- Sea breeze, water jump... hahaha waterfall..

41. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
- Beatles

42. WHERE IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- Perak

43. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
- not that i know..

44. WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
- HTAA

45. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
- aku rasa dah ramai kena tag... so yg belum kena lagi sila lah jwb ek... adios...

Entry ni bukan jawapan kepada TAG oleh Cik Pah

Mimpi lagi....
last nite aku mimpi lagi... apa yg aku perasan pasal mimpi aku sekarang ni ialah, aku kerap mimpikan org2 yg aku jumpa, telepon atau objek2 dalam TV yg aku tgk pada siang harinya... contohnya malam tadi... pada siangnya aku ada department meeting... so dalam meeting tu almost all members ada la kecuali Sue, Tini, Ustazah Saloma n Ustaz Maliki... so guess who enter frame dalam mimpi aku...

Kak Asz... jeng jeng jeng... haaa, lepas tu aku ada call abg aku semalam... so dia turut jadi org yg enter frame dalam mimpi aku tu... pastu aku igt pagi tu aku ada sebut pasal pegi daki gunung kat Cameron Highlands naik bas kunyit...

So, venue mimpi aku tu kat CH, watak2 yg wujud antaranya Kak Asz dgn Abg Jang, dan isi mimpi tu, salah satunya aku ckp kat Kak Asz "Jom la kita gi bdr CH... kang lambat kedai tutup... saya nak beli teh strawberry... kat bawah sana takde jual... nanti kedai tutup..." wahahaha...

Aku pernah terbaca kalau org tu selalu mimpi, dan lepas tu dia igt mimpi dia, dia tu org bijak... hehehehe... Sejauh mana kebenarannye... Carilah sendiri...

Angan2...

Ok ye Cik Pah... entry aku kali ni takde gambar untuk selingan... aku percaya semua org pernah berangan... samaada angan2 tu macam angan2 mat jenin atau tak, semua org pernah berangan...

Masa kecik2 dulu, aku suka tgk cerita kartun... nak2 cerita fairy tales... Snow White, Hensel and Gretel, Cinderella, Pinnochio, Sleeping Beauty, Rapunzel dan banyak lagi la... so, one of my dreams is to become one of the characters in the fairy tales... dah tentu lah karakter yg cantik dan lawa macam Cinderella kan... Aku selalu je berangan nak pakai baju kembang2 macam princess dalam kartun... kalau aku dpt skirt kembang aku mesti pusing2 sampai skirt tu terangkat... pastu rasa macam princess la... aku selalu gak paksa adik2 aku menari dgn aku seolah olah aku pergi ke ball... Perasan kan... Ngeeeee... apa2 pun tu masa zaman dulu2... tapi sampai sekarang pun aku akan tgk lagi fairy tales dan jugak cartoons... aku masih suka tgk DVD Barbie... Syok woooo... tapi takde dah la angan2 nak jadi macam barbie tu... Kalau ada tayangan filem barbie tu aku mesti tgu depan TV punye... tak blh miss beb... my fav... walaupun aku dah tgk banyak kali... huhuhuhu...

Sekarang ni pun aku suka gak berangan... JayJay kata "berangan tak salah, asalkan tau bertempat..." so, angan aku tu bertempat la... aku berangan gak yg satu hari nanti aku ada rumah sendiri... boleh renovate umah tu cantik2... kalau masa kecik2 dulu aku selalu cakap kat mak aku "nanti kita buat swimming pool kat umah kita ye"... tapi takde la sampai aku nak buat swimming pool kat umah aku tu nanti... cukupla sekadar saujana mata memandang... ewaaahhhh... sebenarnye angan2 tu lebih kepada cita2 atau impian aku satu hari nanti... bukan angan kosong la ye kwn2... aku jugak berangan nak buat bisnes sendiri... tapi belum lagi boleh decide nak buat bisnes apa... hmmm... harap2 one day semua anganan aku tu jadi kenyataan kan... Amin...

Org Putih tu apa?

Ni ada satu conversation antara abg aku dgn anak dia...

Nazhan: Pa, tu apa?
Papa : Tu lembu. Dalam bahasa org putih cow... Bahasa Melayu org panggil lembu...
Nazhan: Oooo... apa Pa?
Papa: Lembu tu Bahasa Melayu, cow tu bahasa org putih...
Nazhan: Ooooo... Org putih tu apa Pa?
Papa: ????? (puas pikir macamana dia nak jawab soklan tu)

Susah jugak kan kekadang nak jawab soklan budak2 ni...

Eating out...

Gambar2 berikut ni sebenarnya last week punya event... tgh boring2 tetiba rasa nak gi jalan2... kekononnya nak pegi Balok... tapi otw nak ke Balok tu singgah makan jap kat bndr... so this is what we had for our lunch...
Yummy... ni meal fav aku... spaghetti... tak kisah la kat mana pun, janji sedap... yg ni mmg best... first time aku order spaghetti kat Secret Recipe...

yg ni pun first time order kat sini... beef lasagna... served with bun... seeedaaaap... but Mr Fazidin lagi suka lasagna dekat Santai... katanya lagi sedap... but i prefer this one, sbbnye not too oily..yg ni plak... dari kiri, choc smoothies, green apple kasturi (sgt umphhhh) dan yg depan tu... spicy chicken cornish... pun best jugak... Terasa perutku ini lapar kembali... huhuh SEKIAN...

Another entry about dreams...

I'm nearly eight months pregnant now... counting the DAYS... huhuhuhu... takut ada, seram ada, excited ada, happy pun ada surprise pun ada... pendek kata macam2 ada la... I always had a strange dreams lately... dulu Sue pernah cakap, makin dekat dia nak bersalin makin kerap dia mimpi pelik2... now it is happening to me pulak... hari tu aku mimpi dah ada anak, pastu aku mimpi perut aku terbelah pastu siap boleh nampak baby kat dalam perut... yg bestnye, baby tu dah siap berbaju... maybe baby girl coz dalam mimpi aku tu baby tu pakai baju pink... pastu di ikuti dgn bnyk lagi la mimpi pelik2... mimpi org kawin la... agaknye mmg org nak dapat anak selalu mimpi pelik2 kot... mgkn gak sebab dok nervous sgt bila dah dekat2 nak due ni kan, tu pasal la mimpi pelik2... hopefully semuanya akan selamat, insyaallah...

P/S: sape2 ada tips for me (utk bakal ibu) dipersilakan bg kat ruangan comments ye... TQ...

Tag Dari Jetto

This is the answers form Jet's tag...

I. Put your iTunes/any other players on shuffle.
II. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
III. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

1. IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
Sempurna - Gita Gutawa

2. WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Bila bunga Bunga Berguguran - Fauziah Ahmad Daud

3. WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
4 minutes - Madonna feat Justin Timberlake

4. HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Invisible Man - 98 Degrees

5. WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Dingin - Ziana Zain

6. WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Sempurna - Andra & The Backbone

7. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Sebelum Cahaya - Letto

8. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Biar Menjadi Kenangan - Reza & Mazaki Ueda

9. WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Ada Untukmu - Nubhan

10. WHAT IS 2+2?
Tiada Lagi - Amy Search

11. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lelaki Ini - Anuar Zain

12. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Please Forgive Me - Bryan Adams

13. WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Janji Kasih - Siti Nurhaliza

14. WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Hanya Di Mercu - Ayu

15. WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Sorry - Buckherry

16. WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Hampir Ke Situ - Mendua

17. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Umbrella - Marie Digby

18. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Leavin' - Jesse Mc Cartney

19. WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Bagaikan Sakti - M Nasir & Siti Nurhaliza

20. HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Makhluk Tuhan Paling Seksi - Mulan Jameela

21. DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Feedback - Janet Jackson

22. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
Cinta Hampa - D'Lloyd

23. WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
No Air - Jordin Sparks feat chris Brown

24. WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Take A Bow - Rihanna

i'll tag:
No One...

Family day out...

Ni sebenarnye dua event dalam satu entry... Yg mula2 ni gambar masa balik cuti CNY baru2 ni... first pic ni... Nazhan dgn Ayah Kay nye...

Yg ni Bonda dgn Uncle Din nye...

Cuba teka dia nak tulis apa? masa ni Nazhan berusaha tak bagi angin pantai terbangkan rambut dan menutup mata dia... Ini rupanya... nak tulis nama sendiri... pecaya ke budak kecik ni yg tulis? huhu... sudah tentulah tidak... ni keje Ayah Amir dia...
Ni dia 4 beradik...

Yg ni plak event yg kedua, ni sebenarnya lagi lama dari yg sebelumnye... eating out dekat Tg Lumpur... nama restoran, Super Top...

Gambar pertama: cubaan Nazhan nak tunjuk PEACE tak jadi...

Gambar kedua: Mamanye membantu anakandanye tunjuk PEACE... sebabnye, anakandanye belum pandai nak lipat jari... huhuhuhu... Papa nye enter frame sekali...

Gambar last ni gambar bodek sebenarnye... kecik2 dah pandai bodek dia ni... "Tgk ni, Abang shayang Wan..." eee.... geram aku budak ni... tunjuk muka manja dia plak...

BIRTHDAY

Sepatutnye dah lama entry ni di masukkan... birthday nye pun dah lepas sebulan dah... tapi nak wat cemana, takde kesempatan... last month on 2nd January 2009 adalah birthday En Muhammad Fazidin... kebetulan lak 6 hb January pulak birthday adinda Baby... so, celebration jadi 2 in 1 la... ini dia gambar birthday boy n birthday girl...

ni birthday girlnye... nak kek?

strawberry cake for Baby...choc moist cake for sayang...

with lots of LOVE from your wife....

Hello people!!!

Dah lama tak update blog ni... bz dgn kije + takde cerita nak tulis... Dah start semester ni agak bz la dgn kelas... cerita bab kelas ni sem ni i got 5 classes... dua kelas public speaking, 2 kelas writing and 1 kelas program UiTM... beginning of the semester biasa la, budak2 ni rajin la skit, except for bebudak kelas UiTM yg mmg selalu suke2 hati tuan umah diaorg je nak ponteng kelas... semalam ada 3 org je yg dtg... hari ni... hmmm, hampeh... ptg td ada la jugak sorang dtg nak tunjuk outline for term paper... kelas2 lain, so far no problem... tak la besar sgt problemnye... aku punya cita2 semester ni, aku nak BAR student dari exam... biar dia rasakan... sape suh taknak dtg kelas... agak ramai yg akan menerima nasib malang dgn aku sem ni... before this aku tak penah buat smpi ada student takleh amik exam... kali ni aku nak buat... tak kira... hehehehehehe

Spot the NOT!!!

What's wrong with the signboard below??? Please give your comments...



This pic was taken at Felda Sg Panching Selatan... Near the secondary school...

Interesting!!!

Below are some pics that are considered interesting for me (taken from internet)... they can also be considered as 'kurang asam boi'... hahaha... enjoy...

kurang asam kan... mmg seolah olah nak berkata 'padan muka ko, lambat gi keje, sape suh lalu sini...'

yang ni pulak mmg jiran kuang asam... ngeeeee...

yg ini lain sikit... agak sweeett la... kalau betul... sape tau kot2 dia tgh 'kerkoh' tuan dia kan... hehehe

My friends' babies' names...

Last week I discover sumtin about my friends' babies' names... I have 3 friends with different names (of course la), Pn Nurhidayah Azmi, Pn Hasni Suhana Mat Hassan (both are my office mates) and Pn Norfaizah Othman (my old friend). What makes me want to write this entry is their names...

Hidayah's baby's name is Nurfatihah Batrisya... Sue's baby's name is Damia Nurfatihah and Faizah's baby's name is Damia Batrisya... hmmm, interesting rite... all of their names are related to each other... I haven't get the chance to see Faizah's baby yet... but I bet all of these 3 little girl are cute and adorable... (mana ada baby tak cute kan... they are all charming!!!) Sorry friends if I spelt your baby's name incorrectly... hehehe...

Anyway, I'm sure all of you are proud to be mothers now... Can't wait till I become one!!!

Agak2 apa dia nak kata...

Cuba korang bagi dialog untuk si Chomel nie...

Down with LOVE!!!

Down with LOVE!!! Ada je kot org yg buat macam ni... last week aku tgk muvi kat TV3 (kalau tak salah)... tajuk dia macam tajuk entry ni la... Kisah sorang pompuan yg tulis buku bertajuk 'Down with LOVE'... kekononnya tak nak jatuh cinta dgn lelaki la... aku tak tgk abis pun crite tu... Yg aku nak cakap ni pasal org yg tak percaya cinta (kononnye la)... Rasanya kalau aku cakap hati manusia ni boleh berubah mesti sume org setuju kan... berbalik pada 'Down with LOVE' tadi, masa sekolah dulu aku percaya korang2 sume mesti pernah ada kawan2 yg kata aku taknak bercinta la, anti lelaki la... tup tup tup... bila abis sekolah, org yg kata taknak bercinta, anti lelaki tu la yg kawin dulu... betul tak? Ada jugak yg memang sesungguhnya benci kat lelaki for certain reason... (penah jumpa tak lelaki yg anti pompuan?) Moral of the story, jgn cakap lepas... tu jugak pesan mak aku kat aku... mgkn jugak kita kena pegang pada 'bukan semua org sama'... kalau nak tolak cinta 100% mgkn mustahil la... mgkin jugak org yg anti lelaki/pompuan tu ada bad history dlm hidup dia sebelum ni... berbalik pada bukan sume org sama tu, personally i think it's not fair tu put the blame on anyone else just because you have had bad experience with someone elses before kan... paham tak ayat aku tu?

TO BE CONTINUED... (mungkin la)

TAG dari Pah yg ZALIMUN...

Tag peoples :NONE... sian kat org kena jawab tag... PAH zalim!!! Rejim Zionis!!!

1. How are you?
Alhamdulillah, fine TQ...

2. Who was the last person you hugged?
My beloved Husband of course...

3. Look to your left, what do you see?

A radio, an oyster shaped pillow, boxes of sun maid raisin, a pear, car key, my mobile phone, a printer... bnyk la nak sebut...

4. Where do you like to be the most?
Home sweet home

5. Whats your fave film?
Ikut genre: Humor or comedy, horror... apa je la yg best...

6. What does the last person you commented on fs mean to you?
No one

7. What did you last laugh about?
Cerita dari blog yg Jet tlg bacakan jap td...

8. Where was your default took?

Masjid kat Rompin... masa nikah dulu...

9. Whats the first thing you look for in a girl/guy?
Entah...

10. If your still in school, whats your fave lesson?
English... coz it's fun time... cikgu jarang masuk kelas... mmg FUN gila ar...

11. What do you work as / want to work as?
Lecturer... kalau boleh nak jadi supergirl... hehehe

12. Do you play video games? if so, which is your fave game?
Suka sgt... tapi takde can lagi nak main buat masa ni... lama dah tak main... apa2 pun boleh... tapi bkn perang punya la...

13. Who never fails to make you laugh?
Almost everyone i know...

14. What are you listening to right now?
Tini bercakap pasal bila lagi dia nak pakai baju nikah dia... ada sesapa nak jawab? huhu...

15. Who did you last have a sleepover with?
My hubby

16. I bet you miss someone, who?!
M family...

17. Are you happy with your life right now?
Yesh...

18. Why did you last get upset?
Tak tau le...

19. Who was the last person you texted?

Maziah...

20. Who do you live with?
My husband and my bro...

21. Do you like living with them?

Sudah tentu!!!

22. Who did you last shout at and why?
My bro... Suh dia parking motor dia kat tepi sikit so that senang nak parking keta... I'm not really shouting la...

23. Are you normally a happy person?
Yup...

24. What was the last thing you went to see in the movies and with who?
tak igt cite ape... with my hubby...

25. Whats your fave food?
nasi ayam hainan, kuey teow kung fu... bnyk lagi la...

26.Are you in love?
Definitely...

27. Do you remember how you was 3 years ago?
That was in 2005... masa tu kurus lagi... hehe

28. If so, does it make you cringe?
Dok jugak... skrg ni ye... tapi TUNGGUUUUUUUU...

29. If you could be with someone right now, who would it be?
My beloved ones...

30. Whats your fave thing in your room?
Pewangi ambi pur yg baru beli last week... best giler bau bilik aku... heheheh

31. If you had one wish, what would you wish for ?

I wish i have a WISH... hahaha... bnyk permintaan aku nih... takde org blh tunaikan... tak yah la aku cerita...

32. Any last words?

PANJANGNYE tag ko ni Cik Pah OIIIIII... DAH!

Dulu & Sekarang

Cakap tentang dulu dan sekarang... Masa tgh siap2 nak pegi keje pagi tadi aku terpikir pasal macamana org dulu berhubung antara satu sama lain... Maksud aku masa belum wujudnya telefon, telegram, perkataan short text messages (sms) pun belum wujud dsbnya... Terpikir pulak pasal org dulu2 yang pegi merantau tinggalkan mak, ayah, adik beradik, suami, isteri, anak2 dan yg sewaktu dgnnya... Kalau zaman teknologi macam hari mmg tak pelik la kalau kita dapat tau berita pasal kematian ke, org sakit ke... Sekelip mata je berita boleh sampai... Kat mana pun kita berada insyaallah org boleh kontek kan?

Katakan seorg anak yg belajar kat Kedah and one of the family members jatuh sakit atau meninggal dunia kat Johor... berita tu boleh sampai dalam masa beberapa saat je... tapi kalau zaman dulu, macamana diorg berhubung ek... Hmmm, I wonder... yg aku terpikir, seorg anak balik ke kg setelah merantau mesti terkejut bila ahli keluarga dia beritau one of the family members dah meninggal...

Hmm, untung jugak kita yang duduk kat zaman yg serba maju dan canggih ni... tapi aku pernah jugak dgr satu phrase yg berbunyi 'kufur nikmat'... kalau ada yg boleh tlg definisikan kufur nikmat tu sila la yek... jgn malu2... tu je untuk entry ni...

A day at Desa Water park

Last weekend, my Hubby and I went to KL... n one of the activities yg ktorg buat masa kat sana was... Bersukaria at Desa Waterpark.... below are some of the pics taken during the holiday...

My sis in law, Mi, Adik n Abah...

Kita tgk sape yg tewas... huhu...

Muhammad Nazhan Hakim... malu2 konon...

My bro, sis in law, my sis, nephew and Me...

Nazhan tak sempat nak tunjuk "PEACE"...

Family day out...

3 org model 'cendawan hujan' tak bergaji... huhuhu
&

Presenting...

Jeng3... Suamiku...

Bersama pelampung...

Last Sunday...

Last Sunday, my mother, brother, Din and I went to Pantai Hiburan (kat Rompin ye)looking for.....


This? Nope... this pic is juz to show how meriah it was kat sana last Sunday... Ramai kan orgnye... apa mereke buat??? mandi manda??? melemaskan diri??? jeng3... they are looking for...


Ha!!! Ni la dia yg mereka dok cari... Org panggil benda ni Beliung... My mom said ada org panggil sesudu... maybe becoz its shape...


Ni nama dia kupang pasir... sebab dia hidup dalam pasir...


Ni pulak kerang bulu... sebab dia memang berbulu, tak macam kerang yg beli kat pasar tu... saiz dia pun boleh tahan besar...


Yang ni pulak... hehehe... Model beliung...

What Do You Think?

When you look at the above pic, what comes to your mind...

Tag Copy Dari Org Lain Punya Blog...

1) Bekas kekasih saya adalah:
Tak besh cakap pasal org yang tak besh...
2) Saya sedang mendengar:
Radio Sinar FM
3) Mungkin sy:
Akan kuar ke bandar ptg ni... nak gi makan
4) Saya suka:
Kaler biru
5) Sahabat2 baik sy:
Sume sahabat saya baik2... saya tak kawan dgn org jahat... hehehe
6) Saya x paham:
Kenapa ada org sanggup bomohkan org sedangkan dia tau berdosa besar guna sihir ni...
7) Saya kehilangan:
Kunci rumah saya dari semalam...
8) Ramai yg berkata:
Saya dah gemuk... adik beradik aku lagi suke kutuk aku... ces... tunggulah...
9) Makna name saya:
Intan tu salah satu batu permata... Noorazlina tak tau... ada yg tau tak?
10) Cinta itu adalah:
Suatu perasaan yg tak sama bagi semua org... subjektif
11) Di suatu tempat, seseorg sdg:
Update blog dia... huhuhu
12) Saya akan cube:
Untuk jadi seseorang yg lebih baik dari sebelumnya...
13) Makna SELAMANYA...
Forever n ever...
14) Henpon saya:
Selalu accident... selalu jatuh... kadang2 dia tak boleh ringing...
15) Bila sy bangun dr tido:
Saya akan tgk jam... takut terlambat bgn...
16) Saya paling meluat apabila:
Tgk org gedik gedik tak tentu pasal
17) Party adalah:
A happy moment...
18) Hewan yg paling cute penah sy jumpe:
Canary...
19) Peringkat umo yg paling menyeronokkan:
Baby kot... tak payah pikir masalah...
20) Hari ini:
Saya lambat bgn dari tido...
21) Mlm ini sy akan:
Tgk drama Cinta Batu Belah... malam tadi ter miss coz tertido
22) Sy betol2 inginkan:
Tak teringin apa2 at the moment...
23) Bile tgk muke kt cemin pagi td:
Syukur, dah tak mengelupas dah kulit...
24) Soping kompleks:
Tmpt untuk go shoping, makan2, jalan2 dan kadang2 membosankan
25) Makanan segera:
Mahal, tapi best... malangnya kurang menyihatkan, tapi mengenyangkan
26) Ayat2 terakhir kate pd org:
Apa dia Yanie?
27) Nak pjgkan TAG NI?
Nakkkkkk...
Yanie
Jet
Tini
Kak Lieyn
jawab jgn tak jawab...

Smurf... Igt lagi tak?

One of my fav cartoon when i was a kid... SMURF... this cartoon is so cute and recently i found sumtin on the net... tapi cartoon ni dah takde dekat tv... rugi la budak2 sekarang...

these are the smurflings...

smurfette...

papa smurf...

baby smurf...

In memories...

These are(or should i say 'these were') pics of my beloved yellow car CBW 1919... it involved in an accident in Feb 2008... and sad to say keta ni dah total loss...

pandangan hadapan...

sisi kiri...

belakang... nampak penyek kan...

sisi kanan... driver's side... teruk ni... tapi alhamdulillah adik aku yg bawak keta ni selamat without injuries...